June 30, 2008

Punk Goes Crunk Chatper 2 [[Make Way For The FTD]]

..::Punk Goes Crunk::..


[[Make Way For The FTD]]

[[<X3]]

Once Shannon’s room had been cleared by Sheri and Matt relocated downstairs, Craig had decided to chill in Shannon’s room for only a second longer. Alex had to take a bathroom break on the count of all the soda’s he’s been chugging. Shannon had settled on her bed as Craig lingered near. “Thanks for the address, I’ll be sure to get on when I get back to my house.” He smiled to Shannon who was picking at the threads on her blankets. Then he sat on the edge of her bed, she peaked under her bangs at him.

“You’re welcome.” She incoherently responded. Now Craig was making her nervous. Her fingers began to twitch and tug. They were hurting her because she couldn’t control the quivering.

“Craig! Ass down here now!” Called a manly voice. Matt was standing at the bottom of the stairs waiting to leave. Craig nodded, pushing himself from the bed. He slowly tottered to the door. Then, something clicked in his mind, so he rushed back over to Shannon; quickly pecking her cheek. She jumped from the shock. Their eyes met after his lips left her skin. He sweetly smiled at her, she blushed violently; but in a good way. He giggled before he met to door again.

“Bye.” He spoke through the subsiding nerves. Shannon nodded, blushing even more.

“B- Bye.” She sniggered, not being so sure of herself. Craig blushed before slowly closing her bedroom door.

[[<X3]]

“Oooo! Shani’s got a boyfriend!” Teased Alex, peaking his head through the door as Craig left. Shannon blushed, throwing a pillow his way. He closed the door just in time.

“You’re just jealous because I like Craig more than you!” She shouted. The door opened once again. But this time it wasn’t Alex. Brunet eyes caught her catchy gaze. The eyes were sincere. Loud laughing was the backdrop to the situation. Red blotches of embarrassment smeared across Shannon’s pasty face. Craig had heard her… Their eyes locked. His read off confusion to her as hers were sprinkled with pure apology. Craig smirked hiding his raging red face, cautiously rubbing the back of his head, twisting his fingers in with his long hair. Shannon sunk down into herself deeper and deeper.

“Umm… Well, bye- again.” He muttered, trying not to trip over his heart. She nodded, sealing her self from any form of speech. The door soon dense back into place as she collapsed into pieces. She yanked one of the pillows underneath her head and smothered it over her face, quieting the screams. Her door opened again. With the screams settling, she felt a bounce near the foot of her bed. The pillow was taken from her grasp and settled into the chest of the bounce. It was Alex.

“Awe come on kid. The world isn’t over.” He reassured, nudging her folded knees with his soft fist.

“It is for me.” She whined, snatching another pillow. Alex discarded the pillow once more. As she headed for another one, he grabbed her arm to stop her. She who was lying down and he who was sitting on the opposite side from her had hopped up when he grabbed onto her forearm. This was a very compromising act on his part since he ending up on top of her. Her eyes were filled with shock and fear; his were calm and caring. Chills of warmth shot through her veins from where his grasp had landed. It was soft and gentle. Shannon dared to pull away.

“Stop.” He ordered. She nodded slightly.

“Alex. This is well… umm.” She panicked. He knew what she was getting at. It felt odd for him to be doing this as well.
“Shiz, sorry.” They struggled to get back in order. Alex’s foot got tangled inside once of Shannon’s blankets. He fidgeted around which made her laugh, and giggle.

“Alex! You’re so retarded.” She giggled, causing him to laugh at his own struggles. Then, they began to burst into joy and laugher as they stayed in the awkward pose.

“Shannon Winter and Alex Gaskarth!” Hollered a powerful voice sounded much like Shannon’s father. Shannon clenched her eyes shut as her hands shot back into her mattress. She knew she was in deep shit. She knew that this would be the end of their friendship…

“What the hell are you talking about Jared?” Asked a sweet voice, jumping in next to the powerful one. Shannon opened her eyes just a slit to take a peak. She felt Alex exhale against her as she was surprised to see two teenaged boys giggling at her door. Jared and Mike. They were pointing and hollering like hyenas.

“God Alex, you a beast!” Joked Jared, snatching Mikes hips and walking in. Mike giggled on the count of being really ticklish. “You two can get away with that shit in here, but we can’t?” He asked, pecking Mikes neck and making his way up to his cheek. Shannon rolled her eyes, shoving Alex off of her. She shoved so hard, he rolled off the bed and hit the floor with a loud thump. Jared and Mike were laughing even harder now.

“That- wasn’t what were we doing…” Alex pointed out trying to own all his breath the fall had taken away. The laughing had calmed as Shannon grew tense and uncomfortable. She had her arms crossed over her chest as her spine dug into the sideboard of her daybed. Jared left Mikes hips to join her. He hopped next to her, leaning his head on her shoulder and making a pouty face.

“Awe Shani! What’s the matter?” He asked, bumping her shoulder with his. She shook her head.

“I don’t like Alex!” She cried out. Jared wrapped his arm around her lovingly.

“I know hun. We all know.” He assured, kissing her hair as if she was his little sister. She nodded against the kiss. Mike just stood awkwardly in the middle of the room near where Alex landed on the floor and where he still remained. Jared caught his loves eyes, dancing around the room. He could feel his loneliness. He could reach out and touch it if he wanted to; it was so thick. Jared then scooted from Shannon and pulled Mike to him, wrapping his pale arms around his wiry waist. Mike smiled to him as they were pulled closer. They were nearly the same height, Mike being a little bit taller now that Jared was sitting. Shannon stayed against the metal as Alex sat against the bed posts. Jared and Mike blurred everything around them, just so they could be together. “Awe Mikeipoo.” Jared whispered to Mikes shivering lip ring. He laughed at the sweet nickname given to him. “You know I love you right?” Jared continued. He nodded, easing closer and closer.

“I love you too, Jare-bear.” Mike teased. Jared hugged onto his hips tighter, drawing him closer until their lips met. The kiss was warm and loving. Perfect in every way because it was true. Honest and pure. Like nothing before…

They eased apart, drawing the sparks that their love ignited, into the air.

“Welp. That’s my cue to leave.” Alex slapped his knees, pulling himself from the floor. Jared rolled his eyes at him as he headed for the door.

“You know Alex, you should really have a dude kiss you. It’s the best experience ever.” Jared called to his back as he snatched the knob. Alex shook his head, opening the door and sliding out. Shannon shifted from her bed and chased after him.

“Alex!” She called after him as he headed through the hall. Shannon seized his hand. He stopped, handing her all his attention. “What’s wrong?” She asked, staring into his eyes. He shot his gaze in the other direction. She tugged onto his hand when he did. “What’s your problem?”

“You don’t like me remember?” He blurted, yanking his hand back from her. She shook her head, attempting to pull him in a hug. He jerked away.

“No, Ax- I don’t like you as in I wanna fuck you like… You’re my friend and I love you that way! As friends.” She assured. He exhaled, letting his mind adjust to her honesty before wrapping her in a big bear hug.

“Love you too Shan.” He breathed out through the hug. She smiled against him, letting go. “Okay, there’s band practice. You wanna come?” He asked, side thumbing the stairs.

“What am I going to do with Mike and Jared? By the time I get back they’d already have my room all cummy!” She cringed at the thought. “Ewe…” Alex laughed, swinging his arm around her shoulders.

“Ah, I’m so ganna miss you when we graduate.” He had to bring it up. Tears filled Shannon’s eyes at the thought of losing everyone… Everything.

“Yeah… Same here.” The first tear fell… Then the second. After that- an avalanche of tears streamed down her face. Alex felt guilty for causing the rivers to run. He yanked her into him, trying as hard as he could to stop them. Stop the deep rivers.

“Shani! Now calm down. You have three more years.” He assured, rubber her back gently.

“Only two with you!” She cried into his shirt. The tears sunk down into the cotton of his plane white tee. He hugged her tighter until the water stopped dripping from their ducts.

“Shannon, you just have to savor the time we have now, k?” She nodded, scraping the water from under her outlined eyes. “But I’ve got to go now, you better keep a good eye on those two boys in yo room! You know how teenage boys are.” He pointed a stern finger to her. She giggled, allowing him to leave.

Shannon headed back to her room where Jared and Mike were just sitting on her bed, flipping through magazines and joking about all the hot girls. She shook her head at them and their ways. But deep in her heart, she was envious of their love. What they had was sacred and important. Shannon knew that she’d probably never feel that love… Thinking about love sparked up the memory of something very important. What was it? There was something she needed to do.. Hmmm… Oh! Craig! She then quickly logged onto the chatroom in hope of a new username to appear. Her heart dropped at the sight of no one online. Yet again. She was left hanging. And left all alone…

[[<X3]]

The room was dark. All the windows we shielded by blankets. Nothing dressed the walls. Everything felt disdainful. Filled with endless secrets and drowning nothingness. It was forever lonely. How he liked it. The teen was located in the corner of the room, hugging his knees tightly. His mind was being swallowed by the captivating darkness. “Craig honey, dinner!” Called a sweet voice. His mind shot up as did he. He scurried from the ground to the door, clenching onto the knob and turning it slowly, staring into the light shining through all the cracks. Once the light was exposed, he took a second to adjust his eyes before caring on.

Finally making it to the table, he sat down at the end like always. His mother smiled, placing two huge spoon full’s of spaghetti on the glass plate sitting in front of him, along with a large pill. His eyes dug themselves into the medication. He dreaded taking the pill. Even though it helped (rarely) he hated it. It was one of his many anti depressants. He felt as if he didn’t need them, but it’s either take them, or be sent to the hospital. He tried to convince his mom that they didn’t work anymore. He was tired of playing pretend. She forced him to take them, if he refused… She’d shove them down his throat. One time almost suffocating him. He forgave her on the count of him wanting this family to stay together. Even though there was only the both of them, it was still family.

His mother gave him shifty eyes as he continued to stare at the pill. “Craig?” She eased with her voice sounding mighty. His eyes drifted up to her. The arms that he remember to be delicate were now full with rage as they crossed her chest. “Take it Craig.” She ordered. He shuddered at her words.

“Mom-” He began.

“No, Craigafer Mabbitt! You take that pill right now or I’ll force you to take it!” Tears gushed from his eyes as they settled back into the off white, speckled capsule. “Now Craig!” She shouted. He shook at the shock of her voice.

“If you force me to take it! You’ll kill me.” He whined, sounding as he did when he was ten. She then rushed to him, snatching the pill between her long fingers. Craig quickly cupped his hands over his lips. She fiercely yanked his hair, causing his head to shoot back and his hands falling away. He screamed in pain as her fingers lure themselves toured his lips. “Ma!” He curdled under the fallen tears. When her fingers touched his mouth he began to become violent. His legs were frantically swinging in every direction. His hands were clenched onto his mothers wrists as he tried to pry her away. “I’ll take it! I’ll take it!” He screamed, flinging his head away. She grabbed his face with her free hand. Squeezing tighter and tighter until his squirming had settled. Then, as Craig grew weaker and weaker, she finally slipped her fingers into his mouth. Allowing the pill down his throat, Craig began to choke. Coughing uncontrollably. Once she let go, he fell from the chair. Hitting the floor rigidly, his mother graciously headed to the opposite side of the table. She left him as a broken heap of tears. He slowly shuffled up, feeling the fire in his throat.

“You know Craig…” She spoke out, eyebrows raised at her meal. He stood, his hair wet and matted. It was pasted along his forehead, cheeks and neck. His awkward stance could be felt throughout the room. Her eyes shot to him as she continued, “Your father would be very ashamed of you…” His heart dropped as his mind hollowed out. The sensation of that emptiness he had felt when he wasn’t medicated seeped through his veins. His life blurred at the thought of her being accurate. She was right. “Now, I invite you to have a seat.” She offered, flattening her hand against the air. Craig shook his head, turning back to the stairs. “You’re only becoming as weak as that stupid little heart of yours…” She shouted to his back as he continued on.

With eyes set to kill, he had nothing but the glimmer of his cell phone to light his way. His fingers danced through everything in sight. Even clawing his way to what he desired most. The little voice in his head was hankering for it. For the release. Come on Craig! Faster. Find it! You need it. The voice told him. Wanting it more than he did. Then, the settle glow caught it. His box full of sharp objects. His breathing stopped as his fingers entice the box. He quickly snatched it from the hall way closet and rushed back to his room.

He locked the door behind him, tracing his steps back to the middle of the floor. Setting the box gently in front of him; the silver shimmering latch taunted him. He then slid his hand up to his neck, digging beneath the jaw of his shirt. He was in search for the key. It was attached to a small chain he wore. He always kept his secrets close to his heart… Sooner than he knew- the key was injected into the lock. It felt as if his body was on auto drive. Like he wasn’t him. The click of the unlock burned his eardrums as he slid open the lid. Inside, everything was neatly arranged. Everything from the towel to extra wet-ones just in case. Then, he saw it. The little watch case he kept the blades in. He slowly exhaled, flipping the lid. Once exposed to the new outside world, he slid his fingers down into the case to steel the shiniest one. He knew that the newer the blade- the better the cut. True. He locked everything back up as he scooted himself against the wall. He had a very tight grip onto the little silver liar as he slid his hoodie sleeve down to mid forearm. His eyes met his frail, pale wrist. The blade gently grazed his skin. Mental preparation. He tried convincing himself that he didn’t need it. That it wasn’t worth it. “I- I…” He stumbled as he began to press the edge into his skin. Not blood was drawn from the pressure yet. “I’m sorry…” He whispered to himself… “Shannon… I’m sorry.” With a quick slice, the blade slid across his wrist with much force. He didn’t scream let alone cry. He felt ashamed. Everything he had been working for, he had just ruined with one little cut. Something he didn’t even need and everything was down the drain. The blood continued to run at frantic measures. Craig didn’t mind it. It was beautiful to him. It proved to him that his heart was still beating and his lungs were still breathing.

As he now lied in the middle of the floor, covered in dried blood he felt as ease. The demands have subsided for now. Then, as he drowned in his thoughts, a annoying ping noise was sounded. It came from his computer. He slowly sat himself up to peer into the glowing screen on the small desk sitting in the opposite corner from him. He snatched a towel and headed to the screen, taking a seat in the rolling chair in front of it. It was an IM. Then it clicked. He had forgotten to log into the chatroom. Shannon must have been waiting for hours. Craig shot his eyes to the nearest clock. 8:47. Shit! He thought, whipping as much blood off him as he could. He then sat down, flipping on the desk lamp next to him and began the chat.


Logged in as: KittyViolence_Craig
Chatting with: ShannonLoserFace_x

KittyViolence_Craig: Shannon!! I’m so sorry!!

ShannonLoserFace_x: GOD! Craig- I’ve been waiting forever!!!! Where have you been?

KittyViolence_Craig: Damn it… Sorry. My mom and I got in a fight sorta thing… I stormed off and accidentally fell asleep :[

ShannonLoserFace_x: Well, at least you’re chatting now :]]

KittyViolence_Craig: Yeah :]

ShannonLoserFace_x: What were you two fighting about? if you don’t mind me asking

KittyViolence_Craig: Oh, umm.. Dinner :/

ShannonLoserFace_x: XP Really?? Well at least it wasn’t something serious x]

KittyViolence_Craig: XD Yeah!! I guess I was fortunate there LOL

ShannonLoserFace_x: Fersure. :] Hey- Sheri and I are planning a party welcoming the summer break :D You wanna come when all the kinks are worked out??

KittyViolence_Craig: Hellz yah!! Not to sound to eager xP Heehee

ShannonLoserFace_x: Nah dude! It’s cool x] I’m uber excited as well :D The party’s ganna be the S-H-I-Z-Z

KittyViolence_Craig: lolz Fo Sho :D

ShannonLoserFace_x: Oooo!!! Jack is on :D Want him to join our chat??

KittyViolence_Craig: IDC. Your choice :]

ShannonLoserFace_x: OKAY :D I’ll ask him :]

KittyViolence_Craig: What’d he say?

ShannonLoserFace_x: He said that he’s too busy talking to Alex who is only three feet away on his laptop XP Silly boyz

KittyViolence_Craig: LOL :P

ShannonLoserFace_x: Oooo!! Should the party be a costume party? :D

KittyViolence_Craig: OoO YEAH :D

ShannonLoserFace_x: Akk!! Now I’m really excited!! Oh! And if you wanna invite anyone, that’d be awesome n__n

KittyViolence_Craig: :P Okey-Dokey!! Ehhhh!

ShannonLoserFace_x: What’s wrong? :[

KittyViolence_Craig: I didn’t eat dinner… So I’m like starving -__-

ShannonLoserFace_x: Hum.. Wanna meet somewhere so we can get food??

KittyViolence_Craig: Sure :] But where?

ShannonLoserFace_x: DUNKIN DOUGHNUTS :D lol

KittyViolence_Craig: Nummm *drools* okey :]

ShannonLoserFace_x: SCHWEET :D But umm.. How we ganna get there?

KittyViolence_Craig: Well.. I’ll come and pick you up and we can walk there =)

ShannonLoserFace_x: You can’t drive!!

KittyViolence_Craig: Who said I was driving? I can take the bus to your house and we can walk (or take the bus) to DD’s :D

ShannonLoserFace_x: Ohkay :p Well, when are you ganna be here?

KittyViolence_Craig: In like 30 mins… I have to take a shower. Plus the bus is slow as hell -.-

ShannonLoserFace_x: That’s fine :]] Well see you in 30 mins them :D

KittyViolence_Craig: Okay, bye :]

ShannonLoserFace_x: *kisses cheek* bye <3

ShannonLoserFace_x had logged off


Craig exhaled, allowing his head to fall against the keyboard; typing unusual words that didn’t exist. He felt so weak and un natural. He just wanted to sleep. But, he knew how important this opportunity is. Going to dinner- well desert with Shannon? The girl he’s liked since the 6th grade! Once he had time to adjust, he stood himself up. Steadying himself wasn’t usually the hardest task, but today it was. He was wobbling uncontrollably. He felt dizzy from all the blood loss. Come on Craig, you can beat this. He reassured himself. After that boost, he applied himself fully, standing up right and heading down the hall to the bathroom.

[[<X3]]

Bitches get stitches, they end up in ditches. So get the riches! Bitches get stitches! Shannon quickly snatched her phone from beside her and answered. “Hello?”

“Yo hoe!” Called the voice on the other line. Shannon quickly recognized it.

“Shut up Jack, you are not a pirate!” She crossed her free arm over herself and leaned back into the computer chair.

“Awe, just messin’ with you kid. So, what you doing later?” He carelessly asked. She was amazed at how many people were bored this late at night.

“Getting food with Craig.” She replied blankly, knowing what he was trying to offer.

“Damn. I always loose my changes eh?” She rolled her eyes.

“How do you know I would even want to hang with you?” Jack felt appalled at Shannons comeback. He even laughed a little.

“Whoa! Okay. That was a slap in the face.” He made a repulsed face. That really did hurt him.

“Haha! Well Jacky, I really have to get ready now. Bye!” Cheer filled her voice as she pressed the end call key. She flipped her phone closed. Her fingers dug into her dressy eyes, covered in deep eyeliner. She was feeling nervous and excited. She couldn’t wait for Craig to arrive but she knew that she had to get to work.

She hopped up to her closet and began to shuffle through everything. Skipping past shirt after band tee, hoodie after jacket, tight jean after skinny jean. Brain fart assured. Then after at least five minuets of repeated brain freezes, she decided on charcoal skinny jeans, fighting with a brand new Bring Me The Horizon band tee. She had got the shirt from Oli himself for the most recent Christmas. It sure does pay off being friends with musicians girlfriends! She then tugged her chain wallet into place, snapped on a silver studded belt and pulled on her rainbow studded sweat band. Almost ready. She quickly moved onto make up, applying more eyeliner. Even adding red into the corners, just to match the shirt. There. At least 15 out of that 30 minuets have past. She grew bored. And tired. But ruining something like this could break a person. Shatter one really. So, she just sat at her computer desk, plugged in her iPod and cranked the volume. Not too loud that it’d wake her mother, but loud enough.

Time past. The music had dulled. Night had awakened. And Craig was throwing rocks are Shannon’s window. The settle little pings surprised her at first. She thought a little bird was trying to get in. She graciously checked, unlocking the latch and lifting up the window, screen and all. “Ready Juliet?” He asked, tossing another rock. It missed and hit the paneling. She giggled to herself.

“Sure am Romeo!” She joked back. He laughed at first before replying with,

“I’m not Romeo! I’m Travis!” They both laughed, knowing exactly what he meant.

“Whatever Cr- I mean Travis!” Craig shook his head with a smile on his face.

“So, you coming down from your tower anytime soon?” He shrugged. She only blushed, heading back into the imprisonment of her room. Grabbing her plain black hoodie, she swung it on and headed downstairs. As she sneaked to the back door, she tried as quietly as she could to grab the set of spare keys dangling on the hook of the key rack. The open door revealed a smiling teenaged boy looking young and pure. His face was thin, but his heart was thick. And beating rapidly. Shannon carefully locked the door behind her as she felt warm breath on her neck. The hairs raised from her neck in shock as chills ran up her spine. “Ready?” His sweet voice echoed through her brain, leaving her heart to twitch. She nodded, feeling the breath relapse back into his lungs. Then, with a twist of fate- she spun around to face him. Their eyes met, their smiles teased and their hearts fluttered until they froze. They froze at the sensation of their hands, meeting in a tight grasp. Shannon slightly giggled as she felt his hand begin to shake. “Oh, err… Sorry.” He then pulled away. They walked it off as they headed down the sidewalk. Nearly inches away which was still too far. Shannon felt bad about giggling at his twitches. So she held in all her breath and prayed that this would work… Her hand quickly skipped up to his as she pretended to trip over her own feet. He acted fast and caught her fall.

“Oh, sorry about that. Stupid sidewalk!” She stuck her tongue out at the concrete underneath their feet. Craig giggled, not noticing their hands still locked into place. Shannon steadied herself once again before continuing their journey. She was confident now that her plan had worked…. Until he let go. It felt as if steam was shooting out her ears she was so angry. That was it. The last straw. “So… You really hungry?” She asked, sounding innocent as if nothing was wrong. He nodded.

“Yeah.” He squeaked, clearing his throat. Shannon then snatched his hand and began to walk faster.

“I’ll race ya!” She offered beginning to take off. He laughed.

“You’re so on!” And then they took off toured happiness. And onto the settled sun… And to Dunkin Doughnuts.

[[<X3]]

Authors note :D
I like it ^-^ Yay!! It took forever and is hopefully worth it :]] I've made a good banner and am still trying to upload it in here -.- like grrr!! If you guys didn't get the whole Travis thing, it was a reanactment of the Check Yes Juliet video by We The Kings XP I know!!! I'm lame :]


Posted on 06/30/2008 8:53 AM Comments (5)

June 28, 2008

CRAIG AND I ARE GOING TO DUNKIN DONUTS :D

XD

lol


Golly, I sure do love my Punk Goes Crunk fan fic :]]

 

Wow.... that was totally random -_______-

kk.... Let me break everyhting down cuz I iz bored.

I'm sitting at my red computer chair. It is now exactly 3:56 in the morning. I went to bed around 11:something and woke up around 2:something I decided that I needed to take a bathroom break so I did. When I got back I turned down my air conditioner because it was set to the frozen mode. [[dose your air conditioner have a frozen setting?? because mine does!!!!]] Anyway, then I grabbed my hoodie from the teal lounge cair that I hate so much. I admired myself in the mirror. I usually turn on the over head light and stare into my eyes because when they are not adjusted to the light yet, my puples are really small and the iris is super green :] I fixed my hair. I always have killer bed head x] Then I sat down at my comp and checked my brothers downloads he had started before he left. One of his songs weren't fully downloaded so I had to complete it -_-* It took forever... So I grabbed my doodle book and started doodling. I was doodling my favorite lines from the movie Charlie Bartlett [sp?] But I have been wanting to see that movie ever since it first was known about! Trust me it's worth watching :] Kip is my favorite character. He's totally depressed and needs a hug. I won't ruin it for you because it is honestly the best movie of this year! It's pure gold really! After my doodle session the download was done. I logged off and got onto my name. Connected to the internet, checked some stuff. And now I am here. Wearing my favorite jammmmie pants along with my Bill Kaulitz shirt. OWE!! I just scratched myself :[

THERE.

random but you get it.

 

I'M AM NOW GOING TO WORK ON MY FAN FIC AND EDIT SOME MORE PICIES :D

 

p.s. I suprised myself today :] I took 241 pictures in one sitting :p well... techincally like 190 :/ LOL

 

<X3

dinoxcore

 

p.s.s [[TH VIPS]] Are you guys like totally excited for the Live VIP Chat with Tokio Hotel on Monday?? I know I am :D I was like freakig out when the announced the date :) I can't wait!!

p.s.s I'm going to Lincoln today :] So I may not be on for a while but I sure will have some awesome pics hopefully ^-^  


Posted on 06/28/2008 1:54 AM Comments (0)

June 25, 2008

OMG!! How come no one told me?

OMG!!

I'm upset at all you peoples >:(

I'm weely, weely, weeeely upset :[

I can't believe any of you!! You make me sick :[

 

*cries*

Why would you guys honestly not tell me!!! I didn't like that act you guys pulled :[[


HONESTLY!!!!!!!!

Ferrealz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

How could you guys not tell me how good Mayday Parade is??

XP

BAHAHHAHAHAAAA!!! Skeerd you didn't I? lolz

Sorry, I was just kidding!! havin some fun yo <3 LOL

 

I'm happy- nice to meet you ^__^

teehee

 

OMFG!! I'd be mad if that random dude asked my girl to dance x] Sorry, responding to the song!! I only have two of their songs downloaded :] I have Miserable At Best and The Anchor The Keeps My Feet On The Ground, The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds :]] Their songs are so romantic and beautiful :'] If any Mayday parade fans out there would reccomend a song to me, it's gladly apreciated n_________n

 

MCDONALDS JEPH PISS IS THE BEST :D
lol!! The Used fans would so get that XP BAHAHHAA!!!!!!!!!!!

I watched my Lies For The Liars Dee Va Dee today ^___^ Then I watched my Tokio Hotel one :] TOLD YOU I WOULD [[in my last journal]] I noticed how much I've changed musically. I used to only like My Chem and TU. Now I like all different types like I love TH and Lil Wayne :D I like Metro Station and Chris Brown, HIM and Lil Mama XP e, more rap has been encorperated into my music library :]]

 

TRUST ME!!!!!!!! I'm working realy hard on PGC part 2!!!! LIKE UBER HERD!! Everytime I'm on I write at least 1000 words!! Today I wrote like 3000 x] LOLZ

 

I've already made three banners for the fricken story... I cannot stick wiff banners -_______- But now I think I got it... IT DOESN'T HAVE JARED ON IT THOUGH............... grrrrrrrrrrr. I'll have to put him on now :] lolz!! I messed up cuz I put a pic of Mike and Matt when it's supposed to be Jared... I GET MATT AND JARED MIXED!! SHERI!!!!!!!! Which is which?? Matt is the one with snakebites right? *crossed fingers for no*

lol

I'M DONE RABLING NOWZ :D Danke for listening n.n

<33
MaydayShani_Parade


Posted on 06/25/2008 12:16 AM Comments (2)

June 24, 2008

Hallo x__x

:D

 

hi!

 

Guess what??
Ya know how Zain was coming over on Wendsday?? Well eerg.... Not anymore :[[ He's sick so yet again another day where I'm alone and having to talk about Bill to myself -________-

I find this unfair!!!!!!!!

When ever I try to have someone over at my house, they some how have 'something' else in the way of hanging out with me.

Don't you guys think that's stoopid as well??? GOD! Let's count all the people I've tried to have over-

_x Dalton
_x Skylar
_x Becca
_x Zain

Not a very long list... But it sure means something!!!!!!! Grrrrrrrg

 

Now I'm looking for a new user picture.... I look like Patrick Stump if he was a slut in my U-P now x_______x
It seems that I can't even take a good picture anymore -__- rawr

I'M GROWING OUT MY HAIR :D if you guys didn't know yet :] It's like longer than usual so it makes me look odd. I haven't had long hair since I was like... 5. LOL! XP But you know how I can tell it's longer? I can actually fit like most of it into a pony tail x] Teehee

*clears throat*
I haven't eaten in almost 24 hours. No- it's not my choice so don't freak out!! Yesturday I slept through lunch and I didn't want dinner... I flippen sick of hamburgers and french fries. Sorry Bill- but I can't live off those things!!!!!! :P I was about to get a cookie around 1:00 am but then I thought- the wrapper is too loud to open so I'm waiting for breakfast :D But- ik. My dad  like greases everything up so much UCK :[ So I doubt I'll have breakfast either -.- eeeeeeeeerrrrrg :[

Oh!! Does anyone watch VH1?
Because if you watch their new show called I Love The New Mallenium [sp?] Well there is this little part called like Liars of 200_ (yesturday was 01) but the guy Jonny Fareplay I think was his name- He's the one who lied about his Grandma's death on Surviver. Well he does the whole Liar thing but if you listen to the background music very closely... you hear an oddly familar voice sing/screaming... "LIAR LIAR!!!" Now- does that sound familar to any.. hmm let's see... THE USED FANS? :D Teehee!!! I like screamed when I heard Liar Liar (Burn In Hell) playing :]] Made me proud ^_________^ But I ran through my house telling everyone when the whole Liar thing was over n.n They also played other good songs [[why I will continue to watch it]] like Angles and Airways, The All American Rejects, I'm pretty sure they'll play Fall Out Boy as well... Possibly My Chem, I don't know :]

Teehee x.x I'm bored!! And sorta happy ^_^

 

OMFG :D

:] I loved the dream I had :]]

Okay here is what it was--

I was at school, maybe it was like the second week in and there was an acembly that day. Well I was in Drama class when the people for the acembly arrived. Drama is held on the stage and stuff, and they needed the stage to get ready. Well there was this huge crew that came in and a bunch of body guards so I thought that maybe someone lame like the presedent was going to talk to us. But then I realized that there was more than one person the body guards were surrounding. There was about hmm. Four ;].  Well I was sitting on the floor crosslegged while Zain and Dalton sat next to me. There was another girl there too, she's my firiend and her name is Jasmine well she was sitting on the mini stage our Drama teacher had built with our drama teacher. The crew had scattered, putting up the speakers and amps so the guest could be heard. Well, once the body guards subsided from the group, I noticed two people in caps and sunglasses, one in a hoodie and the last dressed normally. My heart froze and my lungs stopped. It was Tokio Hotel!!!!! They were here to do a show for us!! To greet us into the new year n__n The band sat down with us, Georg sitting by me, Bill sitting on the other side of Zain and by Tom while Dalton sat next to Tom. Gustav sat on the end. We all sat in this half cercle thing around the stage. We all grew bored so Gustav decided to play a game. He got up on the mini stage and stared dancing. Everyone was laughing really hard XP Even Bill was :] teehee XD But then when it was Georgs turn, the crew asked up (the drama class) to leave to they could finish preparing. We accpeted (I should't have though) GRRR and we all lined up in the hall. Obeviously I was the only one who didn't know TH was playing becase even though I had my TH shirt on, like four other people I know had shirts on too!! Zavien had a TH hoodie!! I was about to steel it too x] Braden had a TH shirt along with Jordan and Ferris. I was freaking out when I was standing in line because dude- wouldn't you be freaking out if you got to see a free Tokio Hotel concert?? They made us stand in alphabetical orber in line and I was like the last person cuz my last name starts with W. But when they let us in the gym, they said that you could go anywhere. Everyone took off to the packed bleacher where as Zain and I hit to the floor. It was nearly empty. Only two rows of kids sat on the floor. I was like, "Fuck that! I'm standing!!" So Zain and I did. He was complaining that he wanted to sit by Dalton, I told him "No!!" Because, this is Tokio Hotel we are talking about!!! They were playing a live sow at MY ghetto school! Does it kill you to like stand through a song or two? Then, this dude came out with a microphone and announced- "Welcome to the new school year! Thank you all for joining us today... And I'm happy to intorduce to you... TOKIO HOTEL!" Once the said Tokio Hotel, the whole room exploded!! Everyone jumped up and suddenly, all the kids in the bleachers stormed down to the floor!! When Bill, Tom, Georg and Gustav all walked out everyone was cheering!!!! Then, when Scream started, everyone was like screaming as loud as they could!!! When Bill got to the chorus ya know when he crys "SCREAM!" The whole crowd screamed "SCREAM" Back at him!!!!!!!!!!!! Everyone was pumping their fists in the air and singing along :] It was happiness!!!!!! Pure happiness :) When my fist first hit the air... I woke up -__-

 

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I can still feel the rush I got just thinking about it ^_____^ That's it-- It's TH ALL DAY :D

 

<3

[[dinoxcore]]_ShanCyrus

 


Posted on 06/24/2008 3:33 AM Comments (3)

June 23, 2008

Good Morning Suicide...

 

Thats really all I have to say right now...

I just woke up -___________- and I'm still tired... The clock reads 6:34 in the am... and my head hurts...
I swear my soeackers are broken >:E grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! I was trying to watch a youtube TH video and there was no valume!! I checked everything and shizz... Everything was up as loud as it goes... But I guess not because now you can hear the annoying DING O.O noise when you click stuff -.-

 

Well by the title.. The base of this journal is wrapped around suicide...

Last night... I tired to kill myself. And almost succeeded... It was around 3 am and my bro and sis were pissing me off... They were critisizing me like always, and I was just through with it... So I vaccuum packed myself under my blanket with my turtle Georg. I was trying to sufficate. All I could so as cry and try to conceal all my air. I couldn't help but breathe fast because my air supply was very low... But I laid there with the blanket hiding me, cry and repeating, "I'm sorry Leeza" over and over again...

 


Posted on 06/23/2008 4:33 AM Comments (11)

June 19, 2008

12 Songs That Make Me Happy

Tagged by Melliez :D

12 songs that make me happy ^.^

12_x California - Metro Station
11_x Allow Me To Introduce Myself... Mr Right - The White Tie Affair
10_x Emergency - Paramore
9_x Halleluijah - Paramore
8_x Six Feet Under The Stars - All Time Low
7_x Could Tell A Love - Blessthefall
6_x Madi Don't Leave - Playradioplay!
5_x Shake It -Metro Station
4_x In Die Nacht - Tokio Hotel
3_x Reden - Tokio Hotel
2_x Led Die Sukunde - Tokio Hotel
1_x Wo Sind Eure Hande - Tokio Hotel

 

teehee!! I tag Fre666Z666, Nativerocker, Mudkips, and RayneOfFire54321 :D


Posted on 06/19/2008 7:52 PM Comments (3)

I've got, I've got a shirt full of Bill Face, I've got it, I've got it, and it's all mine yo!! OOWOAH!!

 

Nanannanananna!!

Okey Dokey Smokey POKEY!!

If you can infer from the title you can clearly see that....

 

I GOT MY BILL SHIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Teehee!! It's gawjus and it looks HOTT!!

Here's the story-

We had just gotten back from our picnic at the park ((sounding so cliche)) but if Mr. Camcam would work, I'd have awesome pictures with my sexy poney and a video of my brother, riding the sexy poney! But I was balancing on the tettertotter [[you can tell, not smart.]] but I had lost my balance like always and tripped down the hill. I was wearing my All Time Low shirt and tight jeans. I had skidded on the grass and knocked my glasses off... I saved the camera though! But my hands were cut to shit and my pants looked blood stained from the rust. My skin covering my ribs was cut and brused along with my side which still hurts. It knocked the wind out of me :[ and I couldn't breathe.... My brother was laughing at me because he said my fall looked sooooo funny *rolls eyes* I didn't cry but I was close. I told my mom that I tripped up the hill coming from the boat dock which also wasn't save!!!!! My brother like shoved me out on it and as simple as breathing- a board could have snapped!!! I would have been like drowning!!! But after that we loaded everyhting up and drove home. I was listening to Jeffree Star and Blessthefall on my iPod. Could Tell A Love was playing when we pulled into our driveway. My mom looked at the mail box and started freaking out. I was pissed off so I didn't comment. I had shut off my iPod and she was like all giggling and shizz. I was half asleep just wanting the shower and my bed!!! So I told her I doubt it was my shirt... When we got inside I opened it and guess who was starring back at me??

BILL KAULITZ!!!!!!!!! Yayayaa!! I'm still wearing the shirt XP BAHHHAHAHA!! Trust me, when Mr. Camcam get's batteries again, we are going to have some FAAAUGHGHGHN!!

 

There, that was my week so far xo

Oh!! Zain maybe coming over Friday or tomorrow if I can get a hold of him so we better have goot fooking batteries!!!!!!!!

 

Peace yag!


Posted on 06/19/2008 12:02 AM Comments (4)

June 15, 2008

Ehhh...

...

How can I say this any other way but.......

 

I'm scared.

I'm scared of my fucking room. That's why I can't sleep.

I feel so watched and followed. All these things are there and they're not supposed to be.

 

Last night I was looking in the mirror I have on my door because I was getting ready to leave my room. I studied myself and ya know, fixed my hair. When I grabbed the handle, somthing flew by me. When I heard it land I looked to the floor where I heard it hit the ground. It was a quarter.... I fucking quarter.

When I was in the bathroom, I heard weezing, like a crying weeze, and I heard screaching. Not loud screaching, just painful screaching.

I went through my door again and I heard someone cry out in pain. It sounded like a child...... Younger than me...

 

I have to sleep with a nightlight. I had to throw blankets over all my mirrors.

I'm so afraid that I'm crying now.

Last night when I couldn't breathe... I felt that someone was squeezing my rib cage and trying to rip out my lungs through my throat.

I have that feeling right now. That someone is trying to steel my breath again.

Oh shit!

I feel so hollow when I'm in here.

I feel so cold and alone.

When I have my air conditioner on it's not even cold... When it's off..... It's freezing.

 

But no one can help me... I'm stuck here... Alone.

 

 

 

 

fucking alone. 


Posted on 06/15/2008 9:22 PM Comments (11)

June 14, 2008

Punk Goes Crunk [[a fanfic]] Chapter One

..::Punk Goes Crunk::..


[[The Only Thing Worth Fighting For]]

[[<X3]]

The air grew dreary as street lamps were lit all around. No one even dared to step out onto the nightlife. But there was a few brave teens that didn’t fear the bland party scene. They were the ones to make it exciting. To rile it up and strip it down. The teens established tonight’s party spot right at the edge of town. They brought the revelry along the settlement. Skipping from place to place. They had seen it all, which wasn’t much. They were aching to escape to more, but they must wait… Wait for college. See, the only problem with their party life was that they were only freshmen and sophomores in high school. They seemed as if babies to the parting world. But they didn’t care, as long as they had each other… and their crunk juice.

[[<X3]]

“Ahh! Bitch!” Screamed Shannon, admiring the new wound on her finger. “You scratched me!” She pouted lifter her middle finger to show the cut to Alex. He had ’accidentally’ scratched her during their girly slap fight.

Alex laughed through a big toothy grin before snatching Shannon’s hand. “Wasn’t it your other finger?” He asked, cocking an eyebrow. He lifted her finger to his eyes so he could inspect it more closely. Shannon quickly shot back from him, taking her hand with her.
“No! You bitch you scratched my finger bitch!” She screeched. Alex laughed again nearly falling off Shannon’s three foot tall bed. They were both sitting cross legged and facing each other. They played games such as Patty-Cake-Patty-Cake and Mrs. Lucy. But Alex was very competitive so when he lost Mrs. Sue, he felt the need to fight about it. But the fight was over and done… Now they were bored.

“I’m bored.” Said Alex, hopping off Shannon’s bed and waltzing to her computer. Shannon shook her head at him.

“What are you going to do? My mom blocked all your porn sites.” She said though a stern voice. She was laughing on the inside.

“Hmmm… Read your fan fictions.” He smiled to the screen after logging onto his own username Shannon had made for him. She made it because he was always over and always getting online. Shannon exhaled deeply before hopping from the bed herself. She headed over to him who already had his dick stuck in a fanfic. Shannon then sat down on his lap and began to read.

“Ewe! You read this shit about our friends!” Shannon made a disgusted face. Alex nodded reading all the profound parts first. “Dude! You read it about you!” She yelled peering into the screen. This fanfic was with Alex and Matt from Blessthefall as the paring. Oh was Sheri going to be mad. Shannon reached her arm behind her to poke Alex’s stomach. He jolted at the quick sting before flicking Shannon’s ear. After that, Shannon quickly swung herself around to steel his hat. He tried to seize it again, but she was too quick. Then, she ran to her full length mirror nailed on her door to try the hat on. It looked stunning. The blue hat matched her flickering eyeliner. It also matched the blue in Bill Kaulitz’s face that was printed on her slim fitting tee. Alex rapidly finished the chapter he was on to steel back his own hat.

“Give it back you ho!” He whined, reaching for her head. She ducked and bolted down the hall. He ran after her, and his hat.

“Mommy! Alex is trying to kill me!” She screamed as she stumbled down the stairs while holding the sides of the cap down by her fists. They ran into the kitchen where her mother finally stopped them.

“Now now! Calm down, what’s the problem?” She asked, stepping from the dishes to lean against the counter.

“Alex is trying to kill me!” Shannon whined as Alex tried to steel back what was his.

“No- I’m…. Not! Just trying to get my hat back.” Shannon ducked from his chomping hands again. Her mom shook her head as if this all was a waste of time.

“Shannon, give him his hat back.” Her mother ordered, turning back to the dishes. Shannon inclined her left hip.

“Why, when we can all clearly see that it looks better on me.” She protested. Alex stuck his tongue out at her. She repeated his move.

“What are you guys, 4?” Her mom asked, scraping a plate with a worn sponge.

“YES!” They screamed in unison before heading back upstairs. As they were heading up, Shannon took off the hat, leaving her hair messier then before. She tossed it to Alex as they finished climbing the flight. He furrowed his brow as he stared into the beanie.

“Why are you giving it back?” He asked, pitching it back to her. She was speechless for a moment. “It does look better on you.” He smiled before entering her room again. “Now! Back to my fanfic!” He rubbed his hands together as if starting a fire while Shannon pulled the cap back over her head. She relocated herself back to her bed as Alex did to the computer chair. Shannon rested into the mattress’, blankets, and pillows as she began to flip through a magazine. It was a crappy J14 she’d borrowed from Sheri (which she had stolen from her little sister) because it had a small Tokio Hotel article in it. Shannon read, and re-read it to herself over and over again. Even though it was nearly a paragraph long, it meant something to her. Then after the point of being able to reciting the article, she rested her eyes among the dozens of TH pictures blessing the walls surrounding her. They were collaged so perfectly. They all smiled at her. Making her proud. “You’re such a fan girl.” Alex blurted, breaking her away from her comfort zone.

“Am not.” She deflected his comment by shifting her eyes back to the magazine as she began to flip through the pages. He laughed.

“Yes you are! What were you thinking about while looking at those pictures? ’Oh Bill! How I want to see you without your shirt’ ’Tom dearest, take me backstage with you!’ Ick.” He joked, flipping his hands back at every insult.

“No. I was thinking of how proud I am of them… And that I know them.” She began, choking back her voice. Alex glistened at her words.

“Really? Wow, that doesn’t sound like a fan girl thought.” He said turning back to his precious stories. Shannon rolled her eyes before focusing back on the seemingly endless magazine.

[[<X3]]

“Park?” Matt suggested to the crew. They all sat staring into nothing as they decided what to preoccupy the afternoon with. Sheri rested back against the couch that sat in the corner of the garage. Matt, Craig, and Mike stood in various places as Jared had located himself on top of an old dryer. Eric sat in an old lawn chair with a broken handle.

Sheri exhaled. The mood filling the room was terrible to her, it was also constricting. “Whatever you guys are ganna do, count me out.” She said, pulling herself from the cushions. She snatched her Gir hoodie and headed out through the big metal entrance the cars entered. Matt quickly trailed after her. He captured her hand once the door was closed.

“Where you goin’ Sheri?” He asked with sincere eyes.

“To Shannon’s. I was bored outa my mind in there!” She whined to him, slinging on her hoodie after their hands disconnected. She fiercely zipped it closed, (only half way though) to expose the band shirt she had on. It read Cradle Of Filth, she finally got it back from her brother who had ’borrowed’ it.

“Well… Can I come?” He asked, making a puppy dog face with big pouty eyes. She slightly smiled at his cuteness.

“Not with out me!” Cheered a voice. It was Craig. They both shot their focus to him. He was grinning and seeming happy as ever. Sheri rolled her eyes at him. She really didn’t want him tagging along, but she knew that Shannon would be more than happy he came.

“Sure, Craig!” Sheri said through much sarcasm. She really wanted to be with Matt, and Matt only.

“Yay!” He exclaimed, pulling Sheri into him and hugging her tightly. Then, he took off for Matt’s car. It was sleek, and black. Sheri and Matt slowly followed. Sheri hopped into the passenger seat as Matt did to the drivers. Craig sat in the back like a dog, on all fours. Why he was…. We’ll never know. Sheri just rolled her eyes and watched the road as Matt pulled from the driveway.

“Why are we going to Shannons?” Asked Matt, leaning slightly closer to Sheri.

Craig’s eyes sparked up at Shannon’s name. “We’re going to Shannon’s?” He raised with hope. Sheri nodded. He squealed loudly.

“Thanks Craig! Now I’m deff!” Sheri exclaimed, it made Matt giggle and when ever Matt giggled… Sheri couldn’t help but to giggle along with.

Sheri cleared her throat, “We are going to Shani’s because I want to!” Craig and Mat agreed.

“I want to too!” Craig wiggled in his seat. He was excited. He liked Shannon. He admired her. She was so nice and kind to him, and no one was nice and kind. They just found him annoying, but not Shannon… She found him, ’cute’.

Matt soon pulled into the driveway of the two story house Shannon lived in. Craig was bouncing in his skin, he was so excited. Matt quickly unbuckled his seatbelt and sped over to Sheri’s side. He opened the door for her like a gentleman. He gave her his hand as she exited the car. Then, they began to walk to the porch until they heard,

“Yo! Mr. Gentleman!! Help a brotha out!” It was Craig, wanting the same, if not more attention then Sheri. He was such a hogger, but in the best way possible. Matt roughly exhaled, leaving Sheri to keep on walking. He ran back to his car, yanked open the door, and fiercely threw Craig out of it. “Thanks.” He muttered under the impact. He hit the ground hard. He tried to see through his long bangs that had fallen over his face. “Asshole.” He finished as he weakly got himself up and dusted off his clothes. He soon noticed that Matt and Sheri were already knocking. He quickly rushed up to them.

[[<X3]]

“Shannon! Someone’s at the door for you!” Her mom called from the bottom of the stairs. Shannon and Alex were in the middle of Spin The Bottle, celebrity style. The game was played, not with each other but with celebrities. More like Would You Rather really… But Shannon and Alex quickly ended their game to scrutinize who had come for them.

They races downstairs. As Alex was near the last step, Shannon jumpped on his back. “Doppelpolfahrt!” She screamed!

“God, I hate your fucking German!! What does that mean?” He asked, under all the pressure.

“Piggyback ride!” She wailed, trying to situate herself more on his back. He tightly grabbed her legs and walked to the door. He rapidly twisted the knob and opened the door. Three faces stared at them, one confused, one holding in all the laughter, and the other… Heartbroken.

“Oooo! Hotter girl!” Alex hollered, basically dropping Shannon. She landed with a loud thunk. Then, the laughter just exploded out of Sheri. She was near tears she was laughing so hard. Alex then turned himself around so his back faced Sheri, “Wanna piggyback ride?’ He asked with much hope. Matt shook his head while grabbing onto Sheri’s hand.

“No, but thanks for trying bud.” Matt pushed past Alex, and even over Shannon. Alex had followed Sheri like some clingy puppy. Craig slowly stepped into the foyer. He extended his hand out to the fallen girl.

“Alex its stupid to drop you.” He said as Shannon accepted his hand. She slightly blushed at his words.

“Yeah… But he’s always so hung up over her! God. Doesn’t he know that like… her and Matt. He really can’t take a hint.” She shook her head. Craig then thought, maybe I should make her feel more wanted then Sheri, so he seized Shannon’s hand and headed to the kitchen. Her mom had moved down to the basement. She knew that the kids would at least like to feel that they’re not under parental supervision. Craig sat Shannon down near the end of the table.

“I’ll make you something? Want anything?” He asked, peering into the fridge. She shook her head.

“No, I’m good.” She smiled to him, even though he didn’t know.

“You sure? I make a killer smoothie.” He offered. Shannon giggled at him. He laughed just a little. “Then what do you do all day?” He asked, sliding into the chair right next to her.

“I’m online all the time.” She said honestly. He nodded.

“Well, ugh- I kinda am…” He stuttered. He was growing nervous.

“You’re what? You can tell me.” She smiled. His heart exploded at the sight of her sparkling eyes and her sweet smile.

“Well, I’m online all the time too.” She smiled even brighter. Craig felt his insides flutter.

“Awesome! Dude we so have to chat!” She offered. He nodded. Even though he has known her for a while now, he still gets nervous when around her. He’s like a pree teen boy crushing on a girl for the first time. “Okay then, ugh- I’ll give you my screen name and the chat URL. When will you be on next?” She asked, scratching little notes into the corner of an add that was lying on the table.

“Umm, probably when I get home.” He said. She couldn’t help but smile. Then, she handed him the paper. He read off the chat rooms name. “Fresh Till Death?” He questioned. Shannon nodded.

“Yeah! Because everyone in the chat room is Fresh Till Death. Me and Sheri made it. We only invite the people we trust.” Craig nodded, receiving the paper and tucking it into his tight jean pocket. Shannon then hopped up from the table, making sure to drag Craig along with her.

“Where we going?” He asked, trying not to trip.

“My room.” She said blankly, continuing to drag him by his wrist. Their hands were so close to being in each others embrace until they made it to the top of the stairs.

“May I ask why?” Wow. Craig really hasn’t hung out with Shannon enough.

“Because, where do you think all the fun is at?” She grinned before opening her door. “Holy shit! Quit sucking face!” She screamed to Sheri and Matt… Even though- they weren’t sucking face. They were sitting on the floor playing Tony Hawks Underground 2 on Gamecude.

“Yeah Alex! Quit sucking face!” Screamed Sheri. Alex was sitting in the corner of Shannon’s bed, making his hands talk to each other. Weirdo.

“I’m not sucking face!” He objected. Matt peered over his shoulder at him.

“You may not be, but your hands sure are.” He laughed. Alex had his hands’ ’mouths’ squished together.

“So! My hands can do whatever they want! And why are you watching my hands make out you perv!” He cried from the corner. Matt rolled his eyes as Alex began to violently jams the hands’ mouths together. He was making a face at Matt that made him look constipated. Shannon laughed at him before leaning into Craig.

“See, told you this is where all the fun is at.” And they headed in.

[[<x3]]

Authors note:: Okay!! I thought this was fun <33 I loved it :]] Feedback please?? And Sheri! I need your help!!! Oh and if you didn't know- this story is with Blessthefall ((the Craig days)) and All Time Low <3333


Posted on 06/14/2008 4:07 PM Comments (14)

June 13, 2008

Sweet!!! Free Notchos :D

Yeah Boi!!

Be jealous that I got me some free fookin natchos :]

Hahaha!

 

Sorry that I haven't been on yo, internet difficulties :"/

again.

But everything is back to norm, hopefully because I don't want them to fook up my compie now!!



Yes. I said it. MY COMPIE because we now have internettt... IN MY ROOM :D

I guess my mom trust's me enough now :]] Yay!!

*eats notcho* Nummnummnumm!! I can fer really eating a natcho naw :] It's gone now :p

 

Soooooo...

Sorry if I dissapointed you guys but I simple can't write my Six Feet Under The Stars story... I lost all of part two and I tried well.... attempted a part two but it just wasn't as good. Plus, the story wouldn't have made any sense anyways :

 

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuut, this does mean more and even better fan fics :D Comeons peoples!! Be more excited!!!!! They are aweosme, trust me :]]

I'm working on a ATL, BTF stroy for Sheri :] It's going great :) Yay!!!!!!!! It's fun toooo :]]

I'm with Trace :D and thennn..... *drumroooolll* CRAIGAFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

NAnanNANANANANANANnnNNANANANnaaaanana!

You know you jealous >x]

 

Boo!

 

[[<X3]]

 

dinoXcore - - - - OUT!


Posted on 06/13/2008 10:34 PM Comments (27)

June 8, 2008

Teehee!! [[Everbody read this]]

HAHAHA!


Okay this is to my journal readers!!
Remember a journal where I was talking about a Medieval Fair my school was holding and how I was in it? Well, I stumbled upon a picture of me in my 'costume' I was a munk x] And when I asked if anyone could guess what I was, this girl said, "Goth?" By the likes of this pic- she seems pretty acurate :p

Here it is--


 

And OMG!! This is what this girl ((nameless)) said about the boy I like :/-

"omy=]]
its my bestie Latte=]]
and my boo ferris and
cant forget dalton in his jester
outfit sexyy ppl!" 

See- told you ((in last journal)) that people are trying to steel him :[ Pooh

Oh- and here's Zain from back view xP


Posted on 06/08/2008 12:11 AM Comments (9)

June 6, 2008

Here's the deal...

Hopefully you people know this but it's not easy being young.

Fer realz!! I think I'm the youngest person on buzznet. I just graduated 6th grade for fucks sake!! Or well, Fook sakes and Sheri says :p

But I am uber little.
Only 5''3.
But the thing is that I act mature :) Very mature like I'm not afriad to talk about sex or getting horny!

For example on Monday (the day before my last day) at school Megan, Zavien, and I were talking about sex because we just previously watched the movie. Well Megan and I had the idea of trying to get Zavien horny because Megan didn't believe that dudes dicks go up when their horny. So, we tried to get him horny by making him think about 'stuff'. It worked but nothing happened. So- we made fun of him. He said it was because he was wearing baggy jeans. He lie. Anyways then we talked about boners and what happened to girls when they were horny. Bailey (goodygoody) was listening in. We held this convo during reading (which was completely silent) so she could hear every word. I was afraid she might tell on us but she didn't.

See- dirty dirty things I talk about.

 

I'm moving up to seventh grade *dances* yayness!! Finally!!! *dances some more* I'm so excited! I'm ganna have the cooliest teachers ever :O

I am ferreally happy :) At my student lead conferenece on Wensday all my teachers from my 6th grade year all told me that I'd do great in 7th grade and that all the teachers would love me :) Then, me mommy and I went to go talk to the 7th/8th teachers. They all adore me and can't wait for me to be in their classes :) God I'm getting chills thinking about it ^.^


Okay- skipping from school to relationship gossip :D (don't we all love that)

Okay- such a tradgic ending to Leeza and I :*( She's mad at me and I don't know why! Rawrg!! It's killing me. I just want to slove this awful problem :( But I dont't know how!!

Soooo... Skipping to bad relationships to brewing crushed :)

I like this boy :) [[I know, that didn't take long]] but I liked him before Leeza : I've liked this boy for a very very long time. This boy is one of my best friends in the world :) He's sweet and gross!! I absolutely love him ^.^ He's adoreable and sweet faced and his gandma like me :D POINTS!! She ferreally likes me :* You know how I know?? Well at conferences Zain and the boy I like (will expose name in a little) were doing their confernece. Zain's stupid self said OLAH to me when I walked it! He like inturupted his conference to say Hi to me in another language!! Wierdo ((I LOVE HIM)) But I sat down in the desked tables inbetween Zain and boy I like. When I finished my conferenece and my mom was filling out the paper thing, I looked back at boy I like and he looked up at me. I smiled at him. He smiled back (and maybe blushed) :*

*DIES!!* OHHEMGEE!! Anyways- when we (mommy and me) left the school and as we were driving out of the parking lot, boy I like was walking with his grandma back to their car. She was holding his hand OoO It was so cute :D But I screamed his name (I aksed my mom before I could) and I waved goodbye to him :) He waved back (and smiled) and his grandma waved and smiled too :D I'm pretty sure he explaned to her who I was :)

SHANI SCORED HIS DIDGETS!!  OoO

Yes people :) Be jealous! I got his phone number :* I asked him when I could call, he said on weekends :)
Oh! And on the least day, I got to hug him like 50 bajillion times :)

I went to quizilla and took a quiz to see if he was 'crushing' on me. And guess what I got?? :O This is what it says exactly-

Wow, you two are a match to be!

He is always talking to you, not to mention flirting, and soon you two will be together!

Nanannanan!! See!!
I really like that boy :)

 

Now to reveal his name-- *drumroll*

You guys remember that guy I was always talking about? What was his name?? *ponders* Humm... Maybe his name was Ferris. Yes, his name is Ferris :)

lol Silly mee :]

Now I'm looking for more quizilla quizes because I'm bored and I have the rest of the night to be on :) Lucky me.
See this is how I'm planning on spending the summer :) Just sitting here chating, chillin, ect! ALl of the fun things you can imagine :]

I'm going to a birthday party on Sunday. It's Ivy's. Yes you guys know her, the girl who abandoned me at the movie theater : Well, me and her are cool again :) So she invited me to her party. It's in the main playgroung of the park :) Should I take Mr. CamCam (my camera) ?? I think I should so I could kill some awesome shots :O

Wow, I think this is my longest non boring non random journal ever :) SCHWEET!! lol

Google is good :) I like google! Who has a problem with google?? I don't :]

I think I've run out of things to blong about :

I'm going to the libraby soon :) Hopefully to get some good books to read so I won't like be online as much (sorry guys) I'm an online fiend!!!
The only thing about seventh grade I'm not excited about is how time consuming the homework is ganna be! I'm sure all of you have experienced seventh grade, please tell me what it's like :) PLEASE!!??

But, I'm not worried any more. I'm not worried at all actually, just anctious (IDK how to spell that)

LOL! I just took a quiz on what my Theam Song is, and my result is-- Like You by Ciara and Bow Wow
O.o how did that happen????? OMG XP That be funny :] I'm awesome!

This is fun :D I'm ganna do this now!!

Next quiz :)

LOL!! I did the same quiz but I fit it to Bill :) His answer is-- Pon De Replay
XD Now that is funny :P I heard tha song today!! :p

I'm looking for more quizes :0 I'm on Bzoink.com They have good quizes that are actually fun :)

Oooo!! What is the first letter of the person I will marry :) I did this so long ago and my letter was T :D
T FOR TRACE :* yayness!! Let's see if it's the same answer :) --- My new answer is

You will marry Riley
you will live in San Diego
you will have this many kids 4
you will have this much money 63536133

Sweet! I guess they give you more then an letter :D

Anyone know a Riley??

*GASP* How and When Will You Die? This'll be fun :) Oh!! Did I tell you Zain wants to die by getting raped by clowns O.o Told you he was odd...

Okay- Let's see my answer :D

Die on April 18, 2056
Die of Murder
You will feel pain False

Grrreeeeeeaaaattttt. Can't wait. OMG! Zain says false! He'll like randomly say it to reply, like I could say, "No! Bill is not in your pants!!" And he'd say, "FALSE!" XP silly us!!

NEXT QUIZ!

What Will I Look Like In 15 Years :) Funfunfun!! WOAH! It asked if I was a vergin!! lol!!
THAT WAS DUMB!! They didn't even let me see myself!! They just told me I'd be rich!!

NEXT

Ooo! Ultimate NickName Creator! Now, this shall be fun :D

MY ULTIMATE NICK NAME IS-- Hottie Yoyo
XP Told you it was FUN x] teeteeheehee

Wow, let's see how many people hate me :)

People that hate you: 288
You willl be murdered because people hate you. True

Oh! That's why I will be murdered!! Whateve, people are just jealous.

Another Nickname creator (for girls only) Oooo!! WIll it be my stripper name :O I hope :)
CANDY ASS!! Just kidding :D My nickname is -

Petty that is my language for pretty
Bob awesomeness
Fred my bestest friend's nickname
Jojo superstara
Pooper Scooper eeewwwwww

lol!!!

Myspace Name Gentorator :) My Myspace name idea is - Reason For The Season... Let's try Bills :)
Bill's myspace name is- Reason For The Season. CHEAPO'S That's the smae as mine!! Trying Tom's - Beautiful Because Of You XD lol Yeah right!! His woul dbe something like GaNgSta Rockin It!! Or Tom The Don :D yay

Let's try something else. T or F are you emo.. Humm I've taken tons of these :)

Okay- I've always been true to be emo, let's see now -

You are emo False
You are not emo False

Wow, that helps. So, I'm not, but I am?? WHA?

I'm looking for Tokio Hotel quizes :) Doubt I'll find any :

Nope, didn't find any..

GOOGLE!! I'll search for some :) WAIT!! I just found one, called Tokio Hotelx3

YAY!!

How old are Bill and Tom?
How old is Gustav?
How old is Georg?
What is the newest song of Tokio Hotel (2007)
Fan?

 RETARDED!! I know all the answers but you try to change them to the corect ones!!

How old are Bill and Tom? - 18
How old is Gustav? - 19
How old is Georg? - 21
What is the newest song from Tokio Hotel (2007)? - Newest video is Ready Set Go
Fan? - YES!!

reatards....

Trying another, Bill Und Tom Von English hopefully this quiz maker isn't uber dumb!! NVM then, not letting me take the quiz :( Booty fishes :(


Wow.. by the time you get to this point, you'd be hella bored. I'm even hella bored... I'm ganna go read all me other useless journals now :)

 

Bubye :*


Posted on 06/06/2008 9:10 PM Comments (2)

Am I too obveious???

When in doubt, I trust Bills shirt to guide me out. (anyone get it??? anyone?)

See- I don't need school to learn how to spell, only Bill's tee shirts :D

wow I'm such a loser :/

 

why does everyone classify TH as metal?? O.o what?
They are not metal!!! TH doesn't scream, they don't growl, they don't write lyrics about brutality and dead things... Sooorrry for being sterotypical...

 

Anywho- i'm tired. and too lazy to capitalize or even spell... why am i posting a journal then???

 

Oh!! I was being random when I was chatting with Bri (embracetheend) and I was looking at Georg picies because who doesn't wanna look at Georg pics? I mean COME ON!! But I was being random so I said, "Georg in his underwear! *dabnces*" and she really didn't react :p

 

oweoweowe!! My amr's starting to cramp up *winces*

SPEAKING ON WENTZING??? ;)

 

HAPPY LATE B-DAY PETE!! :D
I celebrated on myspace :*

 

I'm such a wierdo :)

 

owe

Shoulder still hurts.

You guys like me page?? Changed it all :D

You guys like me new user pic??? Changed it! :D Imma evil kitty on the prowl *poundes* Meow!!

 

Hey!! I sing on the floor :D

XP

I kept doin that to Bri. I would randomly answer songthing like if the television askes a question like for example-

Someone on the TV says, "Are you happy?" And I will randomly type in the chat box_ Why yess I am!! :D Thanks 4 asking :* Then you'd get all confused.

 

OMG! I'd worship Gustav :D

See- there is goes agiain :] It's my OCD  **shudda done that for TT**

 

NOTE TO SELF!! I MISS YOU TERRIBLY!! THIS IS WHAT WE CALL A TRAGEDY!!!

random

random

RANDOM :O

tired...

Wellp, we can all clearly see that this journal has no meaning what so ever.

 

Bye

 

***I'm not a hippy- k- bye.*** Gotta love Jeph

So....

 

...

 

 

......

 

You thought this journal was over, didn't you??? Admit it!! You're just begging for it to end!!!! AREN'T YOU!!???!! 

 

 

 

jk

But see- it's not over. I'm not done yet.

I'm feeling very anti social at home so of coarse I come on here and vent about it.

lol I wrote vet about it until I changed it x]

 

PAC MAN!!!!

 

Watch me crank that robocop XD

 

He's melting from the lights! That are so bright! Can't stay and fight... Cause he's melting! He's melting....  FROM THE LIGHTS! That are so bright! Want's to stay and fight.. He's melting... He's melting!!


See- told you he was :D

 

okay-------- now I'm done :D

 

 

 

xoxo-
CRANKTHATROBOCOP x]


Posted on 06/06/2008 1:48 AM Comments (0)

June 4, 2008

I GOT IT I GOT IT!!!! :D

OH HEM GEEE!!!

 

I got it!!

 

 

I got it!!!

 

Sheri see!! Everyone see!!?? I GOT IT :D

 

I got one out of two of my Tokio Hotel tee shirts :D Yaynesssss :*

It's my hot topic one though :/ Not Bill yet, no Bill yet :( Oh well!! I LOVE THIS ONE :*

 

I was sleeping with my iPod in. My sister was trying to wake me up by saying, "Bill and Tom got married." And I kept saying,
"What?" And that repeated itself for like 20 more times until she threw a bag at me. I was still all like WTF? Then she said,
"You got your shirt." And I jumped out of bed, like flinged my iPod off and tore open the bag! I was screaming (I have rights to with something at important) and one the little bit of blue, pink and yellow were exposed, I kept screaming HOT! Like a thousand times!!! And I put it on and here I am, still in it :*

My sister was trying to steel it by asking if she could 'try it' on. I was like, "No!" I bought it!!! ALL OF IT!

Not to be selfish, but it's mineminemineminemineimineniennenemememeeeeeee!!!! MINE!!!

 

Yayness- here it is :*



Posted on 06/04/2008 9:12 PM Comments (8)
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