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Okay, well I took like a 3 hour nap earlier and it was wonderful! But I was sleeping to Tokio Hotel on shuffle, and I had the best TH dream EVER!!!!!

Okay, where to begin?
         Well, I was sitting in my mom and dad's room with the rest of my family and Tokio Hotel was playing on Alternative, but not only did they play Scream, but they played like Ich Bin Nicht Ich and ect, but I was like so excited, then as I was watching/listening, my friend Jericha who always gets me the best Bill and Tom pics, she like handed he a whole filer that was over flowing!!! Well, as I was looking through everything, I went into the living room to listen to Alternative, and then the roof started to leak and it was like raining on me! And everywhere I went, it would rain on me!!! But them RAW was on *wrestling* and this is the best part, Tokio Hotel played live and like everyone listened, then they got up in the ring and this was my favortie part- Bill had all his hair pinned back into a bun, Tom had his hair down and all prettiful but they were playing around the ring. Bill looked like a lion tammer. And OMG! Okay, I didn't think this up, it just happened, and I didn't tell anyone this yet, but Bil then was alldressed like a WWE DIVA and he had theses leather pants with suspenders and his hair was all down and his make up was all mess beacuse water was like rushing down. He had a a whip and then he trapped Georg and Everyone else in a cage. Georg was like wearing the same outfit as Bill but in white (Bill's was in black) But Georg had a ripped up shirt on. Tom was wearing tight pants and he was in a straght jacket. It was funny! XD

You can't bame me, I didn't do it!!!!!!!!

x]

BEST DREAM EVER!

WEATHERVANES MY ONE AND LONLEY!!!

My favorite song lyric on that record!

But just an update! Well, school is in 2 days. And spring breaky is ending :( It was fun even though I slept through most of it. But, I hope everyone is dandy and happy with thier spring breaky :)

So, how are you guys???

Well... I'll update on Monday about how my day went.


NEW QUARTER! not that excited -_-*
I hate my health teacher. And honestly, who loves gym class? I know I don't!


*YAWN* I'm tired... I've gotta get off soon so bye huns. I love you all.




NO NEED TO COMMENT ABOUT MY BLABBERING... but if you love me you so would ;)

PRINCESS2!!! those pictures are of Bill und Tom!!! OH! and to add,



HAPPY EARLY B-DAY GEORG MY LOVELY HOBBIT!


i wuv u! *HUGS! and cupcakes*

Okey-Dokey!

Tomorrow *technically today* I'm going to the mall to get Pretty. Odd!!!!! We're going early in the morning! But I'm afraid that they might not have the deluxe edition of it there :( Cuz that's what I want! I also want a shirt/hoodie =] I'm so predictable when it comes to Hot Topic shopping =P
Buuuuuuuuuuuuut, There's like a little problem. I have $45.25 on me. I have $30.00 being held by my mommy. So that's what? $75.25 right? Well if I get the deluxe edition of Pretty. Odd that would probably be about $30.00 or close to it. The hoodie I want is abouit $32.00 That's like $62.00 not even adding tax... I was so close to my Bill hoodie :( Should I waste it? I dont even think the hoodie compaires to the Bill hoodie... What do you guys think?

HT Hoodie -

it's reversable and on the inside is plad. It's cute ^.^

BK Hoodie -

But I want the invert to that. Like the white would be black and the black would be white =]

Bill pwns every single model in the whole world! He wins in my book ;)

VOTE PLEASE lol

But I am fursure getting Pretty Odd. I've already heard parts of it and guess what? Ryan sings! OoO He sings so beautifully ^.^ Such a great balance against Brendons. And he doesn't just like sing a line... He sings like a whole song ^.^

I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

||-xixi- ShannonLoserface_x LittleMissPANIC!||

I'm back everyone! From the dentist =]

Well, I tell you everything. 
It all started out in the waiting room where I got to listen to like only one Tokio Hotel song because they like called me back *but I had to wait FOREVER!* I listened to Reden ^.^ Anyway, the waiting room was small and filled. When they finally called me back they wouldn't let my mommy come with me which scared me just a tab bit. Well, they did ex-rays of my teeth which kinda hurt like alot because they made me bit down on like metal cardboard -_-" Then they whitened my teefies! It hurt and tasted gross =S She told me not to swollow it so I had to spit everything out in a tissue :O
Well then I got to see how white my teef's are. That was the first time I ever got my teef whitened! What an experance...And then like the dentist not nurse dentist checked my teeth. He said that I looked too old to be just 12 x] SO TURE!! But he was nice =]

I had fun ^.^

Here are my teeth!!!!

lol =] Look how white they are! x]

p.s. They gave me a tooth brush ^.^

Hi friends!

Well, I've told some of you that I'm going to the dentist. Well that's still true. Yep, I'm leaving soon so I wont be online in a while.

*looks at clock* Wow... I'm up early. It's 8:43 right now. My appointment is at 10:00 =]

Well, see ya's all later!!!

*HUGS*



||-xixi- ShannnoLoserFace_x LittleMissPanic!||

OMG!


Panic At The Disco's new album Pretty Odd comes out in THREE DAYS!
Yep, I marked it on my calender, Jealous? You better be!!!

Anyway, well today was Fuse's Saterday At The Disco, so I got to watch an hour and a half of almost endless Panic! I did my RyRo make up like any good fan would, tried to wear their band tee but it's getting washed so I was SOL there, and I watched with wide eyes. It was amazing. I couldn't stop laughing XD I love bands like PATD who don't ever take themseves too serious. Like, I was watching the making of Nine In The Afternoon, it was HIGH-LARIOUS!!!
Now, to prove my next point...


Guess who has enough money to go out and buy the DELUX addition of Pretty Odd???

                                                                         I DO!!!!

I'm so excited! My mummy said that I could get it Tuesday cuz that would be my reward of going to the dentist!

I'm going to the destist on Monday -_-"

Anyways! Just wanted to brag :]

Here... Just for your entertainment ;]

Same concept... not as cool xP

I'll do it better later =]

||-xixi- ShannonLoserFace_x LittleMissPanic!||

Hey Everyone! How that you're all enjoying Spring Breakey ^.^

Well, last night, I made a new myspace last night. It's tight ^__^ So add it please, and now I can add people so, if you can't add, I'll add you =] I only have 3 friends and I've requested more. If I added you, add me back please =] It looks so mych better and I can do more on it. So far my friends are PRINCESS2 and Sheri my Cupcake =] Oh, and Tom !

I know that my spring breaky is gunn abe so much fun! I'm looking farward to sleeping and hanging online! I slept till like 2:30 today. I went to bead around 4:00 this morning. Everyone was mad at me though :/ but I don't care about them  :)

My mysapce URL is: www.myspace.com/shannonloserface_x

My profile isn's all together yet. I still need to get a song and a video. Plus I really ned to pimp it out.

My sister is so rude. I told her about my new myspace. She was upset for some reason. It;s my time. I can do what i want. GRRRRG.

I don't care about her anyway. All I need in my Bill Und Tom, friends, and the internet ^.^

[[If anyone wants my email, then just ask! I'll message it to you ^.^]]

LOVE IT BETCHES!!

||-xixi- ShannonLoserFace_x||

Okay. This is just an updatey thing so no one has to read. You can - I'm not stopping you. But yet, nothings forcing you...

   Well, in about a month, I get to go to my friend Becca's reading club that all they do is hang out at the library. I'm uberly excited! Today during lunch which we spent laughing at the little kids playing pictionary. We always hang in the art room. That's like our home away from home. Well, Becca keeps telling me about her emo friend. Becca's emo too! They went to go see Bring Me The Horizon which was cool =] but her firend is obsessed with Kill Hannah. I got all excited cuz when I was just in my room upstairs, I was listening to KH! Lips Like Morphine came on. We talked about how he sings. Becca thought it was weird. I love his voice ^-^
   Anyway, well, we were talking about this stalker boy who's like obsessed with her! She said that I had to come next time and protect her. Which I surely will *superhero move* Becca's one of my besites from school! DUH I'll go with her. I asked my mom if I could and she said yes ^^ Cuz you can not not trust Becca, like come on, she's a good kid! She not like Ivy and the others -_-" Well, I'm afraid that the guys gunna start hitting on me! WEIRD! Well all I know is that I'm not going to tell him my name. I'm Emily when I hang with the group ^______^ I'M UBER EXCITED!

  Okkkayaayayaya... Well, my older bro Shane *Tane* was at my school (and his old) visiting teachers. Well, he origanally was there for me, but when our car broke down outside of school *details later* Shane decided to tell me something that would change my life forever. Well- when we were listening to The Black Tide *awesome Metal band I never though I'd like* he paused it. We were sitting in the back. He was like, "I talked to Minioun [min-yun] today." Minioun as the nic name they (the older kids) gave Kevin when I was in 3rd grade. Shane loves Minioun as a brother even though he broke my heart. I was shocked. I asked him,
"What's he'd say?" I was so scared. Then he got all quiet so our parents couldn't hear.
"He loves you. Like alot." He said. I completely froze, hoping that he was lying. But you could tell... He wasn't.
GEAT! Fucking great. More drama I need in my life. So my ex-ex 'loves' me. I'm so fucking confuzzed it's not even funny. Then he tol dme that I should go out with him again. I blew it off. I still love Kevin so much! He's forever my heart but IDK... I'm just 12. i shouldn't be dealing with this -_-"

OUR CAR BROKE DOWN!
So Paige got to pick me up from school ^-^

My arm hurts. And I think I'm going to make a facebook now.

||-xixi- ShannonLoserFace||

 The thing I and some of you have been waiting for...

MY CHADAM SCULPTURE!!!

It's beautiful as ever and I have pictures =]

Here they are!!!

There he is. My bautiful Chadam! ENJOY!!

...

I'm not hungry... But they're craming the discusting food down my throat.

I feel hurt and naglected.

I feel pain running down my spine.

And I'm eating chips so I won't die.

I feel like I'm in an insane asillum. Or an insane-y escaped from the isllum and is living in the perfect world...

Grrrrr!

Anyway. I have this performance thing I have to do tomorrow which I'm uber excited about! Cept, I'm agnostic which means that I don't practice religion. And my subject is religion in the middle ages =] Soooooo... I get to be a nun. I have to wear this beyond oogly dress. I have a few picxs of me modeling it off ;) Here's the dress-

Whateva! I make anything look hott ;)
lol =]

But, yeah I get to be a sweet little nun. The only day I'm pure ;)

SO COME AND JUST STAND AT MY BOOTH AN DHANG OUT WITH ME! cuz i hate kindergarten kids >=[

||-xixi- ShannonTheNUN!!!||

Okay, here's the deal. I've already started writing part one or as I call it, Chapter one. The story is called Six Feet Under The Stars and so far the only characters are Mellie and I. Sorry guys. You'll be in soon.

But this is who's already signed up -

Mellie who's wih Frank Iero
Sheri who's with Mikey Way
Kacey who's with Bert McCracken
Daria who's with Tom Kaulitz *I so want to steel him! Can we share?*
Alice who's with Bob Bryar
Jeanie who's with Pete Wentz
and Victoria who's with Brendon Urie

You can still sign up, but hurry cuz I'm not waiting forever!!!

SIGN UP:

Name:
Nic Name:
Age:
Personality:
Paring:
Fav Food:
Outfit:
Characteristic:
Anything You'd Like To Add:

VOTE FOR WHO I SHOULD BE WITH:

Gerard Way = 1
Mige` = 1
wiL Francis = 0
Patrick Stump = 0
Nick Wiggens = 0
Jeph Howard = 0
Quinn Allman = 0
Bill Kaulitz = 0
Jared Leto = 0
Davey Cupcake = 1
Any One Else = 1

REMEMBER THAT YOU HAVE TO VOTE FOR ME! YOU CAN'T JUST LIKE FILL OUT THE SIGN UP WITHOUT VOTING SO YOU MUST!!!

Update!

Okey dokey, well I have a new user pic which I L-O-V-E! I made my friends signs!!! Thanks 4 the idea Cupcake ^.^ Well, I made on for Mellie, Sheri, Princess2, ShadowRaver(CutieBatootie), Kacey *I spelled your name wrong, sorry!!* xBert4Lifex (Mia), Telby (my sister), and Me! 
   
I'm bored and my neck hurts. Why must MY neck alway hurt?? I'm so wierd. -_-" But, I'm really excited about this weeks Trashed Teens topic! I can so do advertising! EVERYONE, Go JOIN TRASHED TEENS RIGHT NOW! It's like the best buzznet group ever and I always have alot of fun with the weekly topics =]

Oooo, Blaqk Audio just started playing on Alternative ^.^ I like this song. I like Blaqk Audio. My favorite song by them is Bitter For Sweet =] It reminds me of Bill and Tom =]

My eyes hurt now. OMG! Have you ever saved so many pictures the your computer like totally quit letting you save pics? Cuz that happened to me last time I was on. I got so many Tokio Hotel pics that my comp like wouldn't let me save anything anymore! That was the signal to get off. I was on for like 5 hours which isn't a big deal for me anymore.

I'm wearing my rainbow bone hoodie because it's cold as hell is hell froze over! Brrrrr! My feet are flippen freezzizen! And I'm too lazy to go get socks.

Have you ever felt like you take the same pictures over and over again? Well, I feel like I do.

I Like this song!!!! ARMOR FOR SLEEP!!! Hold The Door. This song like says me! Because it says, "I don't wanna be who I was back then" and that's what I went through yet, I am who I was back then. This is quite odd, but I miss Kevin. Like alot. But OMG! Do you know who I miss more? My 3rd grade crush Dan. He's been like visiting our school now. Which is wierd because he left years ago... Well on Friday he was standing in the doorway of one of the classes as I was walking down the hall to go to the busses. We made eye contact! Gah he's so fucking beautiful *__* His hair used to be short and like shaved, but now it's all long and emo =] I'm still not over him no matter how much I tell myself that I am. He was my first love... I still kinda, love him... GRR! I wish my mom and dad would have let me go to the beach fun carnival at my school >:( He was working there! I could have been working there too :*( We could have talked and flirted and stuff. My friends who were there when I liked him *cough-Kevin-cough* can tell that I still like, love him. I hate being 12. It's so hard dealing with all your emotions, and trust me... I have alot of them!

Oh, and just to tell you, Kevin and I go way back... Like all the way back when we were writing My Chemical Romance and AFI in chalk on the black top. He was my best friend. We were there for each other and no one could change that. He was the wierd kid that alway hung out with the 8th graders even though he was in fourth grade. 3rd grade was my changing year. That was my 'goth' year when I was so into My Chem. And it was black eyeliner and black clothes. Kevin was all saftey pins and chains. How I envyed him. Well, we started hanging out and stuff. Everything was pretty cool. I remember the day when we were standing on the little hill when Dan and his boy crew came and bombarded us. We were standing there happily during afternoon recess. Until Dan and co. came running up. I remember Kevin saying, "You should run." So I did and as I ran from them, I tripped and fell. How embarassing. But Dan didn't even help me up. Kevin did. So, when I was up, Dan started to like annoy me with all these questoions like, "Why did you get people to ask me all these quetstions?" "Why won't you just tell me to my face?" I felt like I was gunna cry. So I just ran away into the field. I was softly crying as he followed alone. He kept asking me if I was okay, but he knew that I wasn't. I told him to forget about me and go back to all his friends.

The rest is history... hateful and depressed history.

God my life sucked... I haven't been down memory road in a while... I think that I needed that. =] Even though it just made me remeber everything I wanted to forget.

I'm so glad that I have friends who love me no matter what BAND I like. For example, Sara! We talked like all last night. we walked about TOKIO HOTEL and Korn. It was so much fun ^.^ And my beautiful Sheri! She made me a sign ^.^ I'll post it later if she lets me! And of coars, MelliePoo! She's my bestie for life! Those are exemple of what a real friend is. They don't make fun of you for liking TOKIO HOTEL.

Like some SHALLOW people on here which I deleted their comments!

Ever since I've liked Tokio Hotel, people have been very, very, rude to poor little me!

Just let me be a obsessed little 12-year-old! Let my last few months as a kid be the happiest!

Don't be so selfish. I don't want to marry any of them! I just want to admire them and stuff. I'm just a fan of their music and them... Just let me go already!!! Geesh!

||-xixi- ShannonUglyDoll</3|| 

Okay! I'm starting off the story pretty soon.

Here's what we have so far-

Melanie is with Frank Iero
Kacey is with Matt Wade (?)
Sheri is with Mikey Way
Daira (BiliBob) is with Tom Kaulitz *lucky*
Alice is with *She has to decide*
Jeannie is with Pete Wentz
Victora is with Brendon Urie
And Shannon is with...

Don Don Donnnnnn.....

MIGE`!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wahhhhhooooooooo x]

Peeps sign ups will end soon so hurry up!

Awe, I'm sad :( The stories almost over, can't you tell? Well, enjoy!

♥You Love Me But You Don't Know Who I Am♥

because as of now... I want to sooooo badly. They have the coolest Tokio Hotel stuff... EVERY!

From shoes to bookbags and to the hoodie I want! It's $149.00 for Billa's sake! Grrrrrg :*(

I want the hoodie so uberly bad ^.^ Some one please help he raise at least $100.00 please!

They have the sweetest band tees ever too!

Here's the deal. I have in my perdyful The Used wallet, $23.75 can someone please give me an idea how to stash up some doh? I can just save up luch money like I have been doing. I'll just not eat and hang around the art room like I have been doing... I need to start hustlin or something!

I already got like 17 kids printing me off Bill and Tom pics from Google because I gave them some gun ^^

lol, things kids would do for gum =]

So I can have a Bill und Tom pic where ever I go! =]

GRRRG! I need money, not pictures...

What am I going to do?

||-xixi- Shannon Schrei Needs a TH Hoodie||

This may be no suprise to the forign fan of Tokio Hotel, but recently every morning on MTV around 8:00 am, they either play a Tokio Hotel video or live... 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

*jumps up and down* I can't even write in words my excitment ^^

And nearly minuets ago, their song played on Music Choice... on Alternative ^^ Thank god it was there because if it wasn't there, they might put it on some other Music Choice channel that I don't watch T_T

But they played Scream and my sister flipped on the last "SCRREEEAAAMMM!" That Bill sang. We threw our arms in the air and sang along to the last SCREAM! But I'm so psychic, I knew that it would be on MTV (which it was, they played Ready, Set Go! live) and that they'd be on Alternative ^^

Woooo! May adrenalin is rushing and I'm so happy ^^

GO TOKIO HOTEL =]

♥

Okay, so far we have in the fan fic Sheri, Billibob, Kacey and Mellie! We need more! Please continue to sign up. You can sign up in this journal too.

I have a little dicision to make... Who am I goint to be with??? BilliBob got Tom >.< and I don't want to be with Bill because Bill will forever be with Tom. Mellie has Frank and Sheri has Mikey... Ray is forever with Bob and I don't feel like writing another Gerard and I story cuz then I'll just get writers block -___-

VOTE FOR WHO I SHOULD BE WITH!

Shannon + Gerard Way

Shannon + Jeph Howard

Shannon + Quinn Allman

Shannon + Patrick Stump

Shannon + MIGE`!!! (from H.I.M)

Shannon + *anyone else you can think of that I know*

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I'm so excited todo this. I'm hoping for guys and girls :) **ShadowRaver CutiePie you too!**

p.s. I'll make banners too!
  

Just a simple update that no one's ganna read and comments so this has no point...

But if you must know-

     I'm sitting atthe comp. It's 12:49 exctly in the morning. Everything hurts and I'm very unfomfortable. I'm wearing my rainbow hoodie because there's nothing else to wear and I have no shirt because my mom forgot all about the clothes when she was watching the stupid basketball game. My dad went out tonight to hang with his brother and came home late again. It was the same rutine, he came home, acted all nice then started bitchin. I'm listening to Alternative and posting pictures that were meant to be posted two to three days ago. The Smashing Pumpkins was just playing, now Nada Surf is playing. Frank likes them =] I miss my Fooboo :(
 Oooo! Well, Thursdat night I watched LOTMS the second disc, the one with all the live stuff on it. I watched it happily and occasonally crying at the memories. I watched The Making Of The Videos and Live Performances. It was pretty depressing. So depressing that it made me cut. Then I jsut cried some more and then I laughed when Gee called Frankie Frodo Baggens and said that he was used to being shoved into lockers x]
   

And now I'm very frustrated and close to tears because I can't type very well. I guess I'm just tired and stressed and all. It's taking me forever to type a complete sentance perfectly without any spelling erors or whatever. It's pissing me off... BIG TIME!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg >:(

I'm so pissed and sad and emotional... I wamt to go to bed but I know that I can;t because I'll just lay there staring into space while trying to think of the happiest thoughts ever!

Why does my life suck so much?

no need to answer that

xxxoooooxxx

Sorry that it took so long! I've been kinda out of it with all my stories :/ And I made like 3 banners :P Oh and don't mind the little hint of slash :)

xxx

I hate you!

I hate you!

I HATE YOU SO FU**ING MUCH!

Leave me alone to rot on my own...

You mean nothing when you can't read me.

This seems like everyhting when you can't see me.

So just leave to my own until I come out from hiding...

Beacause I mean everything and yet you still mean nothing...

Gah! Why can't he just walk by silently? Why does he have to go through all of my things. It's really none of his buisness and has non of his concern.

I'm talking abou tmy useless and annoying dad.

I don't get it! I was reading a few of Kaiden Blakes (amazing man who just added me) journals which are as inspiring as he is and he walks by andfelt so affended bacause I changed the page!  He always thinks I'm hiding things... I just know that he can't read so I didn't challenge him...

Oh BURN!

Grr... I'm so over him :(

||-xixi- Shannon Schrei||

Well, for my final art project I did something to represent one of my favorite bands The Used. The thing we had to do was building... with un cutable wood.

No- I didn't do Bert, Jeph, Quinn or Brandon/Dan. I did something even better.

While everyone did hippos and animals of some sort. I did the amazing and beautiful....

CHADAM!

It looks uberly awesome and my art teacher let my mold my hand like plaster it to be his hand! It's sweet. I may be donw with it tomorrow or the next day then a week or two after that I'll take a pic and hopefully by then my Chadam shrine would be up and running :)

My friends Erin gave me the idea to make a shrine of him because I just love Chadam so effin much!

It's too bad that it isn't life size :( lol It's only like 9inches but what eve! It looks perfect ^^

-xixi- ChadamQueen!

Random Title. I'm just watching Alternative and the song that was just on was March Of The Dogs By Sum41 and now its... CONTROL by METRO STATION! I love this song ^^

Well what I really wanted to write about was the biggest issue I have in my life right now... Zavien. -_-"

Alot of people know how much I hate him... He was my friend until he actually realized that I was a girl in the "wrong" way. Remeber that cute little Hot Topic tee I bought with the skull on it? Well he really liked that shirt *rolls eyes* Because it kinda shows off my chest more than my other shirts. It's a snug fitting shirt just like my new PATD shirt. Well I was wearing that today and I had my rainbow bone hoodie on over it but it wasn't zipped up so you can see my shirt. Well he like patted my back and them started rubbing my back. I flintched away right before he got my bra unhooked -_-* Yeah I know and this was during class. Gah I hate my science teacher. She made him sit next to me. The only week he's a full Frank away from me, she moves him even closer! She always makes me share a book with him :( and I have to deal with him leaning on me and stuff. No matter what I do he always finds a way to continue to do it. He's gross. The next time he does it I'm telling! I don't care if that makes me immature or whatever... I feel so violated and unsafe. My mom is really worried Oh, skipping to a funnier story!

ZAIN! Zain in my metal-head friend who I am in absolute friend love with ^___^

Well, I caught him staring at my chest three times yesterday when I worre the blue skele shirt. It wasn't like the drool stare, it was more of the clueless stare XD Because I hang around guys and mostly try to hide my *cough-growing-couch* chest but not that day I didn't :P well the only time I remebrr exactly what happened was when I was talking to Bob (Ferris) his eyes were all wide and staring in the direction of my chest. I just put my hand over my heart like I was saying something sentimental and he looked away. xP

EVERYONE THINKS I LIKE BOB!

and I don't. I like Davey even though we havent talked in ages :( I miss my baby... I don't like Bob at all. AT ALL! Bob is my bestie that is a boy... nothing more. a bestie that's a boy. that's all... I REPEAT THAT'S ALL!

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Have you ever had your dreams crushed that when you look at a very well photoshoped picture and want it to be real?

Have you ever had your dreams crushed when all the teeny girls are crying and yelling at you because you think it's real?

Have you ever had your dreams crushed when everyone in the world is against what you believe in?

Have you ever had your dreams crushed so much that you have to face that fact that their love really doesn't exsist?

Have you ever had your dreams crushed so hard that all you wanted to do was hide inside your mind and think all those thoughts you know are true?

Have you ever had your dreams crushed so much that all you can do it write about it in all your stories that make you feel guilty because everyone who reads them think it's wrong?

Have you ever had your dreams crushed that all you can do is wait for your older sister to tell you the scoop on her favorite slash stories?

Well, have you?

I have...

I hate all those haters that bag not only on Bill and Tom but the people who love them and see them as more than brothers! I am in love with the band and their music but you really don't need to go bad mouthing me about what I like! Twincest is perfectly normal. Slash is just fine! Leave me and my filthy mind alone so I can drown in all the twincesty thought I want! I am all for gay! I am all for love, that's what you get when you combine the TH twins together! I'm not calling them gay or anything. And I'm saying this because I have a point to prove and I don't care about your oppinions your filthy teenies! I understand that the twins are striaght but just let me think what I want! I am writing this a head of time because I know what's comming for me. If I cetch any of you gross icky fangirls commenting on anything of mine and bad talking it, I will personally delet everything that has to do with your discusting little asses! And I will order you to read this jorunal so you can actually get some important knowlage. I'm not the only one in this world who like twincest. But sometimes I honestly feel like it.

I am who I am and I'm who I'm going to be. So suck it teenies!

This is true love!

     Okay, I have been procrastingating a while. Like a month while. But Ever since I've heard about Shallow Believer from BuriedWrekage. She posted the artwork for it a while ago and I've been patiantly waiting for it's release.

     I've already downloaded most of the songs like Tunnel, Dark Days, Devil Beside You, Slit Your Own Throat ect. But two nights ago, I downloaded the rest of the LP thing and all I have to say is: AMAZING! It's lyricaly brillant, charming, and epic as hell! I's beautiful and sweet. It's dangerous and loud and some what creepy... It's the best thing ever! I give it six outof five stars. Ever Used fan should either download it or deffinately OWN it!

     Is it's worth the money?

     Of course it is! Even though I didn't spend any mooney on it, I spent my time on downloading it and even if your comp is slow as the dickens! DOWNLOAD IT! It's worth every second of your time :)

   Sun Comes Up is one of my favorites! And Sick Hearts is supper catchey and fun1 The opening line is, "You can call this a mask, call me strong! You can call me a mess, call me wrong!" Doesn't that just catch your ears now? Even though you're reading it, you're not hankering for more! But i won't give you any more until you download it! NOW!!!