ADD ShurieRiot95

LMAO XP

I have issues >:)

Anyway. I have that song stuck in my head!!! And I have Durch Den Monsun stuck in my head too :) But I'm happy about having that one stuck in my head.

I'm STRAIGHT UP GANGSTR RAPPER

lol
I'm very random today ^__^

I have a day off (due to confrences)

Yay Meeeeee!

SO, what do I plan to do with my day you may ask. Well my dear friends, this is how I will be spending my day!

So, my first thing to do online is... MORE TOKIO HOTEL! lol I'm dumb.

 

 

ZAIN LEFT ME!
He's on vacation and I won't see him until Febuary 11th! :(

He texted me (on my phone) and it said, "I'm gonna mis you!" so I said, "I already miss you!" He hugged me like four times before he left! I MISS ZAINYBOOOOOO :(

 

Anway, Big Lip MaGee was making fun of my new rainbow jacket, he said that "Barney wants his jacket back!" So i told him that, "Choobaca wants his face back!" BBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRNNNNNNNNNNN! lol

Gah. My life is amazing :)

 

||-xixi- Shannon ♥ Rette Mich♥ ||

 

Er lud mich zu seiner Partei ein!
Sollte ich Fotos machen???
er ist bei Nord Skateland und ich kann nicht eislaufen. OH- gut, denke ich, dass er irgendeine Sache mein Chem-ish wünscht. Ich weiß nicht!!!

Which is German for -

He invited me to his party!
Should I take pictures???
it's at Skateland North and I can't skate. Oh well, I think he wants some thing My Chem-ish. I don't know!!!

Okay, Jordan invited me to his birthday party. Should I take pics? Oh! and the party is on Febuary 9th. So you guys have that long (which isn't long at all) to deside for me!

Grrr.

Well, I've been trying to speak German, do you know why?

 

BILL AND TOM!!!
yay :P

 

 

ICH LIEBE DICH!<333

 

I thought he was my friend, no I'm not talking about Jordan. I'm talking about Zavien.

I thought he was my friend. Nothing more. I thought he hugs me because he likes hugs. I thought he could never like me. Then I realized, he loves me...

He used to love me. Now he loves Rachel, but I really respect him for backing off.
The only reason he did step back was because he thought I was still with Kevin.

I told him that I was single. He was like, "Really!" He was so happy.

This all started during math when Ivy came to sit by me.

I sit in the back with Zavien. Well, I was talking about the vvvveeeerrrryyyy thin line between friend joke, to unapropret joke. I know that I have crossed that vvvveeeerrrrryyy thin line sometimes, but not as many as Zavien. The sick jokes started when he told me that he had a boner. Well, he was talking about jealusy cuz he says all I talk about Gerard. Then Ivy said, "Well theres nothing to be worried about unless you like her." Then he said, "I do like her." I was the only one freaking out. I was like "Really?" and then he said, "Yeah, you didn't know that?"

 

grrrr...

 

--Update--

I LOVE TOKIO HOTEL IF YOU HAVEN'T NOTCIED YET!

Okay, well I went to Hot Topic today (like I said in the last journal) and I got more than I planned to.

I got new jeans which I despratly needed! Lime green nail ploish and a new... JACKET!!!

 

They are all so pretty!

I just posted the pics of them so, check em' out and comment plz!

 

CHICKEN BUTT!
XP

I know, I'm so imamture. Anyway, there is something so important that I need to tell the whole buzznet world. Something no one but my family knows. No one but the causer of all my pain and tears knows. I can't even believe it's true, eaither could you! I'm so shocked and so upset... Here's the news...

 

I'm PREGNANT!!!

I don't even know how it really happened. It just happened so fast! It was with this guy that works at Calender Co. at the mall! He was so cute and he has brown emo hair. He just like looked at me and then BOOM! I'm having a baby! My mom was so upset. My brother and sister don't even know, and when I was gone from the internet that when it happened! See mom? When I don't have internet I become the new Jamey Lynn Spears! Damn not internet!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

lol

Just Kidding!
Had you going didn't I? You were in that whole reading panic like "OMG! I can't believe it!!!" Heehee! I have fun :p

 

So, the real news is that isn't a joke, or a fake. 
My parents think that I sniff markers. They think I do every drug known to mankind!!!

Do you know why they think that?
Well, one day when I was painting my nails, I has leaning over and my nose happened to be by the nail polish remover bottle that the open. My dad walked in WiTHOUT KNOCKING and he said "Quit sniffin that shit!" I jumped, he scared me. I just head his voice booming, I was listeing to The Used and my light was off cause the sun was enough light bacause my room is the only room where the sun shines through. It annoys me when I;m trying to take a nap during the day.
So, my dad told my sister that I do sniff stuff, them he told my mom and when I cleaned my room a few days after that happened, my mom went through my garbage. I had accidentally threw away some markers. I felt really sad/angry that she was even going through my garbage. Everyone tells me that I shouldn't worry about it if I have nothing to hide. I don't! I just hate when people go through my things!!! So when I walked back into the kitchen, my mom held out like three markers to me. She said, "We didn;t find anything, but you have been caught." I was cryiing really hard now. "For what?" I like yell, she looked so dissapointed. She then said, "You've been sniffing markers." That's it. I was so angry. I felt so betrayed. Grrrrrr.

Well, now everyone is kinda over it. I hid in my room fro four hours and cried until 1:00 on the morning.

The next day I told all my friends and they all laughed with me about how dumb it was. They all said things like, "Well, your life sucks!" That was okay with me. I love my friends. My old friends liek Ivy and people would just ignore me and think that I did too. My real friends know that I don't. It was hard for Zain to believe me cause we used to snort Crystal Light powder. 

Life is better. I had really bad luck but it quit after Heath Ledger died. Everythng is going good and I'm happy.

I'm going to Hot Topic when ever I start getting ready which will probbly be after thins journal. I'm getting a new My Chem shirt and new stuff :P

 

 

Love It Betches!

 

||-xixi- ShanASourusRexx||

 

Today was one of those days where there was nothing to worry about. I had nothing to make up from the day I missed before. My friends all missed me. And I got caught up on my art project.

The art project is griding. I  think it's kinda hard but it help alot when trying to get things exact. Well, we had to pick something or someone that is hystoricle and that everyone knows. Everyone was picking presidents and places like the Arch or The leaning Tower of Pisa. I wanted to Hetah Ledger but then I asked my art teacher if I could do someone like Janis Joplin. She said Janis would be perfect for me. So, I'm drawing Janis Joplin for art!!! It looks really good so far :P

 

Yay meeeee!

 

That's all for now!

 

 

 

 

p.s. I get the internet all night! 

Tuesday, January 22. an actor by the name of Heath Ledger died of an over dose on sleeping medication. I was shocked. He was only 28 years old.

He has 3 new movies coming out.

He has a little baby girl.

And an amazing carrer.

He is such an amazing actor. It's very sad to see him go...

We will love you forever Heath...

 

Everyone loves these things!!! I can't believe it. Each time I post a journal like this, someone [[always Sara]] comments on it. I don't mind. It just suprised me :P

Okay, so here is what happened today starting from morning up until we went for the busses.

 

ART

Well, I have art for my first class. He's not in art. Well, I had to draw relisticly. I couldn't pick the object to draw. I was just kinda 'invited' to draw the object... It was a turkey baseter. When I was finshed with my artwork, I hung it up on the board. My art teacher let's us hang up our art and step back to see if we need to improve anything. It helps alot. Well, my picture looked really real. Like freakishly real!!!

WRITING

During writing, Jordan was freaking out cuz he lost something. I was upset cuz I have poetry writers block. And I made everyone read my poem on the board. My teacher lets us put our poems up on the board. The main topic was about boys and girls. My poem was about boys. It was titled I Like Boys. All the boys thought it was funny. All the girls knew it was true. I don't care! I like my poem >:(

LUNCH

Nothin really happened at lunch. Just hanging ouit with Bob. I ate like nothing. I had a salad and ate all the cheese on it. Bob and I were aguing about food. I told him that I really don't like food. He was freaking out! He's in love with food... and violence. (my friends are total nerds who love playing war games and D&D)... I lov my friends!!!

READING

Bob is usually my footreast when we read on the 'carpet'. But he was down in the office getting a detention. So I was acting all bummed. Then Jordan offered to be my footreats. I denyed so he went and sat in the corner. Then Dalton and Zain sat crammed next to me. They we leaning on on Jordan. He asked, "Why is everyone leaning on me?" I then leaned on Dalton. Dalton told him, "Cause you're hot!" he was kidding, but I laughed anyway! We were all doing your mama jokes. Zains was funny! It went. "Your mom is so dumb, when she went to the M&M's factory and threw out all the W's" The thing that cracked me up was how he said "W's" . It still makes me laugh. Dalton was so funny [like always]. He really made me happy.

MATH

Aryana was texting me during math. Other than that, nothing else happened.

SOCIAL STUDIES

had a test

SCIENCE!!!

DRAMA!

Okay, today during science, Zavien and Sean were being mean to Jordan. Jordan was being mean to meeeeeeeeeeee! Grrr. I hate it! he was really being an ass >:( Now I'm having second thoughts.... Sean and Zavien kept saying things like "Quit showing off for Shannon," "She's way above your levle!" OMG! How do you guys think I felt?  I was right in the middle of this guy fight! I felt really bad. And when I tried to make Jordan feel better he would just shove me away! RUDE.

Oh! And they were saying things like, "She's never gonna like you" "Stop trying, she doesn't even like you...." People really need to speak for them selfs....

Nothing else happened for the reast of the day. He was being rude. Trying to get me to play him I Write Sins Not Tragedies on my iPod, or Famous Last Words. I like those songs but I felt like listening to HIM.

 

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.... i am so having second thoughts about him...

 

You Love Me, But You Don't Know Who I Am

Part 12.

My eyes flicker open with the first raise of sunshine. I'm still in the room I fell asleep in. That was a releaf. The only thing that worried me was that Gerard wasn't next to me. He wasn't in the same place I last saw him. I feel the sheets for any sign of his disappearance. I hadn't found one until my eyes grazed his pillow. There was a folded letter neatly placed on it, blending into the white fabric.

I slowly sat up with the letter in my hand. My fingers gently slid open the creases. I carefully read the inked words.

Dear, Shannon

I didn't have much time to type this, or to cover this page in tiny little hearts. I just had enough time to write this out. There's no need to worry. I'm just hanging out at an old friends house. I'll be back before noon. I promise!

Love you lots!!!

xoxo,

g.

I read his letter over, and over again. Mostly the 'Love You Lots' part. A small smile would appear each time I would read it over.

I re-folded the letter and placed on the bedside table. A yawn escaped as I slid out of bed. I headed toured the kitchen. When my feet touched the cold tile, I continued my on my way, but to the window this time. I pulled up the blinds to let the sun sink in. To let the sun reflect on everything crome, silver or pale in sight. I let the sun reflect off of me.

I head toureds the counter to make some coffee. I reach into the cabbnet and pull out a red can laybled Folgers...

I take a mug almost filled to the top with hot coffee. I slowly walked into the livingroom and to the couch. I sat myself down and sipped my coffee while watching meaningless television.

Hours go by. It seems like every hour on the hour, I started to worry more. I looked at the clock. It read 11:45. For the next 15 minuets until noon, I stared at my empty coffee cup. Then, the phone rang. "Hello?" I answered.

"Is Gerard there?" Said the voice on the other line. The voice sounded as if filled with sorrow.

"No, it's Shannon. He'll be back before noon, or you can call his cell." I told the voice.

"Oh, okay..." I sat in thought while listening to the person on the other line breathe heavily.

"Hey, do you know me?" I asked. The voice didn't speak. "I know that that was a dumb question, but I- I had lost my memory. I was just wondering if you might have been my friend." Then the voice spoke.

"Ugh, no. Gerard told me that his girlfriend had lost her memory. That he was going to be very busy taking care of her, and stuff... I guess you're her..." I hear his voice crack. Like he was near tears.

"Yeah.. I am her. Well, I'll let you go." As I was about to hang up I hear the back door open. "Wait! I think Gerard's home." I watched the doorway as he entered. "Gerard! Phone call!" He smiles at me.

"Who is it?" I return to the call.

"Ugh, what's your name?" I ask the voice. He stammers.

"Ju- just tell him I'm a friend..." I nod and hand the phone to Gerard.

"It's a friend," I say. He winks and walks off with the phone. I pick up my mug and follow. I try not to listen because I realized what I was doing was rude. But, I had to listen in...

I miss the most of the convo. Only trying to pick out the important parts. When I catch a patch of news I make sure to listen in.

"Yeah, she's well. No, she hasn't met them again, yet. She will later today. Not yet... Yeah, B-" He stopped. "Bert... I know." Bert? Bert... Bert... That names sounds so familur. Like, I know someone with that name. I tried as hard as I could to remember, but nothing, not even an eye color, or charactoristic. I was left with out a Bert. I focused back onto Gerard. He was in the kitchen, leaning his back against the sun. He continued to talk about nothing. My hands grew sore from griping the mug so tightly and my knees started to ache from crouching.

Once the phone clicked off, he set it down on the counter. I got up and slowly walked into the kitchen with him. He smiled at the sight of me. I sat down the mug right by his hand. As I did, he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into him. I inhaled the sent of his shirt. And sweetly smiled. I lsitened to his heartbeat, I lsitened to him breathe. Then, a flash of a man with stringy black hair appeared in my mind. He was wearing a shirt that read Van Halen and his hands were dressed in black gloves. He was sitting on a dirty floor. Crying... Then, a girl who looked exactly like me was giving him an evil stare. That girl wasn't me. She mouthed the words, "I hope you die... Bert".

I jumped back from Gerard in a panic. He was flushed with fear. "Shan! Shan!" He was grabbing for me. I kept backing away. I was frightened. "Shan!" He grabbed my shoulders. He tried to shake me. I screamed. Once I was free of his grasp I ran into the other room. I tried to make it to the bedroom, but I colasped to the floor before I could make it. He found me seconds later. With my back against a wall in the hallway leading up to the room. He didn't even reach for me. He just stared. He was lost in my tears.

"Who- who's Bert?" I muttered between gasps of air. He stammered. "Who's Bert?" I screamed. He hurried to my side. He petted my hair.

"Shan, you need rest." His voice vibrated in my ear cannal. I smacked his hand away.

"No I don't!" My voice was harsh and mean.

"Ye- You're jacked up on coffee! You need to relax!" After he spoke, he softly pressed his lips into my cheeck. I leaned into his kiss. His lips drownded in tears. "Shan... I love you... I love you." He whispered. His whisperes calmed me down. He fell back into the wall next to me. He ran his hand over mine. We sat sinking into the walls with nothing but our breathing lungs, and beating hearts.

-X-

Told you it was back :P

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You Love me But You Don't Know Who I Am

Part 11.

He has my hand inside is own. He brings me into an unfamillur home. I scearch the rooms for anything I could remember. But there was nothing that I could. "Your name is Shannon. Your friends call you Shan. This is your house. But you live on our tour bus." I nod.

"Who are my friends?" I ask looking at a picture on the little table next to a couch. It was of a group of people. He smiled.

"Those are your friends. See I'm right there" He pointed to himself wrapped in a gold frame. I smiled too.

"So, I have alot of them?"

"Yeah... I know that you're scared because you think you'd have to introduce yourself. But don't worry... They already know you." He smile and wrapped his arm around me.

"Good thing cuz I don't remember me!" We laughed. I set down the picture. I continued to look. As I looked, Gerard watched me.

"I've gotta make a call!" He quickly said and he ran into the other room. While he was talking, I was sitting alone on the couch. My eyes were still shooting back an forth. To objects I've never seen to rooms I've never been. He returned about five minuets later with a sad expression.
"What's wrong?" I ask, he flops down next to me.

"Oh, nothing. Just had to call a friend." He exhaled.

"Do I know them?" Everything went silent as he thought.

"Nah... You don't." I looked into his face. He seemed sad. I leaned into him. He wrapped his arm around me.

"You know Shan, we go way back..." I snuggled myself into him.

"Really? How far?" He laughed.

"Real far!" He went on talking about how we met and how we got to know each other. I was intreaged by his stories. I was hoping that his stories would help me remember. But they didn't help much. I just listened to him speak. I listened to him breathe. After his stories, he took a long breath. Then he added, "Did you know that you were my... my girlfriend?" I froze.
"Holy Donkeys! I was?!" He laughed and kissed my head. I blushed when he did.
"Yeah!" I continued to blush, and squeal. Then, minuets later, I asked Gerard to lead me toured the bathroom. I really wanted to get the feel of dying people off me.

...

Once done in the shower. I heard a knock on the bathroom door. "Shan?" I hear Gerard call.

"Yeah?" I called back.

"I got you a change of clothes."

"Okay! Just hand them to me through the door." I slightly open the door and reach for the clothes. Once I feel the fabric I pull on them into the room. I started to dress. not even looking at the clothes. Then, I noticed that I was wearing tight jeans and band tee that read Fall Out Boy in purple. It was splattered in blue. I exited the room remembering to turn out the light. I walk out to feel soft carpet under my feet. I quietly head back to the main room in search for Gerard. I heard him talking on the phone again. I listened in on his conversation.

"Yeah, she's here... I told her. Yeah. Man, I'm so sorry. You told me to do that! I- I know..." he angerly exhaled. "Dude! I know. She's happy here." Then I head the voice on the other line scream like he was.

"Do you love her?"

"YES!" He answered. "I do love her. I know she loved you too. She would still love you. Even if I did tell he about you." He hung up the phone. I slowly snuck up from behind him.

"Boo!" He jumpped back.

"Gah! Shan, you scared me." He laughed. He swung his arms around me and picked me off the ground and hugged me tightly. I giggled like crazy. Then he kissed me on the cheek. "Well, it looks like bed time! You can meet all you friends tomorrow!" And he carried me off into my room.

 

Anyone remember my fan-fic I adandoned a while ago?

I stopped on part 10. I hated it cuz I lost my memory?

ANYONE?????!!!!

 

Well, It's comming back!!!!!!!!

I'm writing part 11. now! I like the way it's going so, hopefully that stories back on!!!!!!

Yay!

So if you read it, here ya go!

It's going better than I thought it would so, enjoy!

 

-xixi- Shan**

 

This group is called _DrawOnYourself_ and it is for the kids who draw on themselves. In this group you can post journals saying what kinds of things you draw on yourself. You can post pictures. You can do anything. Just make sure you aks me first!

-For the ones who don't draw/write on themselves-

You can post your own artwork that you'd like to have drawn on (or tattooed). You can even post journals saying what you want or why you want to draw/write on yourself.

I write on myself. And I will be posting pics of my artwork. You can too!

 

Feel free to join =]

-xoxo- Shan**

 

Okay, well I got 2 responses to my last journal about this so I thought I'd post what happened today.

Well, we were passing notes in science again. In science I was done taking notes and other stuff so I was bored. He wasn't tking notes at all. He was annoying me so it wrote Shut Up Jordan and it went from there...

Shannon - Shut Up Jordan!!!

Jordan -  What's wrong?

Shannon - y do u wonna know? [[not trying to be mean]]

Jordan - just wondering

Shannon - do you really wanna know?

Jordan - yeh!

Shannon - just stressed and other stuff

Jordan - what other stuff?

Shannon - well, I'm just stressed about thw whole kevin thing. I'm not really over it. You wouldn't understand

Jordan - if there's one person to understand it's me. You're my best friend and I've known Kevin since my second year here!!!

Shannon - thanks. I know you do...

Jordan - I need to ketch up

[[ I was writing a very important note to him after he said that so he read it anyway]]

Shannon - I am also stressed because everyone keeps saying that you like me. I know you probably don't but I just need to get it straight.

Jordan - I do like you... as a friend

Shannon - okay. Thanks

[[ 2 minuets later]]

Jordan - To tell you the truth, I do think you're very cute but I like you as a friend.

Shannon - awe! same here. You're my friend! =]

 

FIN

See... thinking love now???

 

--UPDATE--

Any1 remember Skyler [[my secret crush?]] well if you do, the only time I get to see him is during lunch and on the bus. I mostly see him on the bus. Well he had his camera on the bus. He was showing me and Lama pictures he had taken. They were so f*ckin funny! He asked me if I had ever seen a dicksabor. I was like 'If you show me a pic of your dick... OMG!' He didn't. he was just holding a lightsabor in front of his jeans :P Then there was a pic where he was a ninja! He was standing on one foot on a pole in the ground. Then there was the tiger claws where he looked like a tiger. Thennnnnn... THE CLOWN! OMG! The clown was hella funny! He was acting like a five-year-old and he was wearing  a clown costume. Like the kids wear on Halloween. And he had a fuzzy hat on. Well, his pose is what I'm talking about. He had his legs spread open   r   e    a   l    l   y  wide! Woah. You woild have laughed your ass off if you saw it!!!!!!! There were other pictures aswell, like the banana one where he had a banana in his fly. he said that when he was taking it his dad had just walked in!!  Then... my fav pic of him is where he was standing in the boys bathroom in front of the merror... Total emo shot. I loved it.

At lunch he looked at me. And today he was wearing this gray and black strapped shirt. It was cute.

--SCHOOL UPDATE--

The end of the quarter is near and art class here I come! I want art really BADLY!!! Really, really badly!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Well, I've been thinking about it... This whole love thing :/

Here's what happened today____

Today during science Jordan and I were bored so we were passing notes [[like always]]. I told him that he was being mean becuz Sean and him were making fun of Gerard [[I like Gee again]]. They were calling him gay becuz in Famous Last Words he says "Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivin" I told him that that song was about Mikey [[cuz it is]]. He knows that Mikey is a guy so. Here's how the notes went-

Shannon- y r u being mean?

Jordan - ?

Shannon - you're being mean! >:(

Jordan - I'm not meaning to

Shannon - if you keep being mean you don't get a hug!

Jordan - I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Please forgive me!

[[when I read it I looked up at him and he smiled]]

Shannon - heehee. I don't really care anymore. I just wanted to know what you would say :p

Jordan - grrrrrrr!

Shannon - haha! it's okay, you still get a hug

Jordan - YAY! I like hugs!!

Shannon - mee too!

FIN

haha! I started to get butterflies when he asked for forgiveness :-/

I forgot to hug hum though. And we walked down the hall together again. Listening to Tokio Hotel which he claims to hate. Yeah he sure hates it when he want's to listen to it with me. Is anyone starting to suspect something?

Everyone was teasing me about it. Like today when we were going upstairs Jordan was right next to me asking me another MyChem question [[I never get tired of those]] and Dalton screamed from behind us "JORDAN BLUSHED WHEN SHANNON HUGGED HIM!"

Oh and during reading [[he sits next to me in homeroom, gym, health, science and in art if I get it]] he was done with this reading survey which was really easy, and I was almost done. When he got up he whispered in my ear "Come to the carpet when your finished" O_____________o

Then Bailey said that we looked cute together... CUTE! Like bunny cute! As adoreable!

 

 

I'm kinda scared. If he asks me out what should I do?

I don't know if I like him...

I have this feeling that he will soon, I thought he was gonna ask me today : /

Oh, and today when I was writing I was like leaning over my desk with my hair in my face [[like always]] and when I looked up from my page I looked at him and he was looking at me. I didn't mean to look at him. He was just smiling. Also when I was writing, I got bored and I was drawing. I drew this picture of a half emo girl and half skeliton. He wouldn't stop talking about it and how cool he thought it was. he asked me if I was going to do anything with it. then he said I should write a song named that. Then he asked if I wasnted to start a band.... I do!!!! Yes! Lets start a band... I said no... but I meant yes! I'm gonna ask him tomorrow....

Okay!

 

Peace out m/

- Shan**

^/Muti-Colored Angel^

would u?
[ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[ ] Slap Me?
[ ] Slap me if i asked you to?
[ ] Kiss Me?
[ ] Let Me Kiss You?
[ ] Watch A Movie With Me?
[ ] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[ ] Take A Shower With Me?
[ ] Take Me Home For The Night?
[ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?

[ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[ ] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[ ] Make me breakfast?
[ ] Tickle Me?
[ ] Let Me Tickle You?
[ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down?
[ ] Instant Message Me?
[ ] Greet Me In Public?
[ ] Hang Out With Me?
[ ] Let Me Hold Your waist from behind while we are out?
[ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[ ] Miss Me?
[ ]Think I'm Sexy?
[ ] think im cute?
[ ] Think I'm Hot?
[ ] Think I'm Ok?
[ ] Think I'm Ugly?
[ ] Want To Kiss Me?
[ ] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[ ] Want To Date Me?

Am I...
[ ] Smart?
[ ] Funny?
[ ] Cool?
[ ] Loveable?
[ ] Adorable?
[ ] Great To Be With?
[ ] Attractive?
[ ] Mean?
[ ]ugly?

Have You Ever...
[ ] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[ ] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[ ] Wished I Were There?
[ ] Had A Crush On Me?
[ ] Wanted My Number?
[ ] Had A Dream About Me?
[ ] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[ ] Happy You Know Me?
[ ] Thinking About Me
[ ] my friend?

Answer the questions

Please?

 

dont matter if your a boy or girl

Srry Dawn26836 had to take this lol

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

A halfmoon fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear you name and don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey!
Hey!

I'm fighting all this power coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you,
I've been running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

I'VE CHANGED MY MIND!

I don't want to fall in love.

I did this thing where you can fnd out who has a crush on you. Well, I did it and it said that 3 people have a cruch on me at school. Today, I just found out who does :/

I only found out 2 out of 3.

Kace and Jordan (ManCookie - The NEW MCR fan)

I really don't know Kace much, Zain and I were standing with him outside and Zain asked him who he likes. Zain asked if he liked me. Kace like, blushed and didn't answer O____O He denied it :P But I was really convinced.

Now, Jordan I've known for years. He's like a really good punching bag. Well, people can't make fun of him being gay because he like me. I was the only person who didn't know! Now it makes complete sence that he does because whenever I used to tease hima bout things, he would take it out on the nearest person to me. Like today it was BoB. Then this afternoon the clan (Zain, BoB[Ferris], Jeph[Me!], ManCookie [Jordan], G.B. [Braden] and Kace) were standing outside. Jordan was chancing around Braden he swung Braden around and it caused Braden to punch me in the stumach. That made Jordan really angery. He was screaming at him and trying to kill him, "YOU HIT SHANNON!" Then I pulled Zain to the side and asked him if he thought Jordan likes me. He said, "DUH!" I felt so dumb :/

Then, after everything calmed down we were all hugging each other and stuff. Zain and Braden hugged, then Zain hugged me, then Braden hugged me. Jordan came over and asked me for a hug. I told him that he had to hug back. He freaked out. Then I pulled on him and told him fine, I'll hug him. When I did hug him, Zain told me he was blushing. After that I said, "You owe me a hug!" He blushed again and tried to ignore me. Then I told him when we were about to go inside that he owes me a hug. He hugged me like Kevin used to >:( I hated the way he hugged me! So, I told me to really hug me. He did! I think that was the most meaningful hug ever. When he hugged me his arms were around my shoulders, and I hugged his arms ^__^ To be truthful, and I usually don't think of Jordan this way, but it was really cute!

Then when we were ready to go, I had my iPod out and he asked if he could listen. We were just standing there together and everyone was looking at us. I told Bob to shut up when he looked at me. He liked all the songs I played :P We walked down the hall like that.

 

Jordan likes MCR, and I'm like his teacher in good music. I've been recomending songs for him to listen to. I told him to like buy the fist MyChem record. I even quized him on MCR trivia! It was fun. He listened to everything I had to say about MyChem. He really cared about what I had to say!

 

 

Okay..... I don't wonna fall in love!

 

That's it, me + love = not good :(

 

--UPDATE--

I'm still a little sick, but I'm trying to fight it! Oher than that, I'm gooooooooood :P

 

Love It :D

-Shan**

I love the MSI song Shut me Up!

It's awesome, I just like the lyrics and the song makes me happy ^^

Well, here are the lyrics that make me so happy :P

 

The bass, the rock
The mic, the treble
I like my coffee black
Just like my metal

The bass, the rock
The mic, the treble
I like my coffee black
Just like my metal

I can't wait for you to fuck me up
In a minute, minute
In a fuckin' minute

I can't wait for you to fuck me up
In a minute, minute
In a second

I can't wait for you to shut me up
And make me hip like bad ass
I can't wait for you to shut me up
Shut it up

I can't wait for you to shut me up
And make me hip like bad ass
I can't wait for you to shut me up
Shut it up

The bass, the rock
The mic, the treble
I like my coffee black
Just like my metal

The bass, the rock
The mic, the treble
I like my coffee black
Just like my metal

I can't wait for you to fuck me up
In a minute, minute
In a fucking minute

I can't wait for you to fuck me up
In a minute, minute
In a second

I can't wait for you to shut me up
And make me hip like bad ass
I can't wait for you to shut me up
Shut it up

I can't wait for you to shut me up
And make me hip like bad ass
I can't wait for you to shut me up
Shut it up

I don't find it funny right now (right now)
Just want my ma-ma-ma-money right now (now)
I'm on my way to the party right now (right now)

I don't find it funny right now (right now)
Just want my ma-ma-ma-money right now (now)
I'm on my way to the party right now (right now)

Because the break, the break, the break

I can't wait for you to shut me up
And make me hip like bad ass
I can't wait for you to shut me up
Shut it up

I can't wait for you to shut me up
And make me hip like bad ass
I can't wait for you to shut me up
Shut it up

 

 

Ahhahahahah!

I'm listening to it right now :P

I love it!!!

 

-xoxo- Shan**

*Hip Like Bad Ass*