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And happy new Years eve everyone!!!!!!

We love you Bob!<333

 

"Bob the drummer can he play it? Bob the drummer... YES HE CAN!"

that's the adress to my blog. Now, I'm posting this journal to tell you that I trust all of you to not judge me on how f*cked my life is.

Yes, I know that I'm already messed up, but that blog is my everything now. I'm inviting all of you into my real life. That blog is everything but a fake smile :]

It shows off my true colors.

My true... ugly colors :/

 

BLAH!!!!

 

 

Just go read it!

 

 

 

Now

 

 

 

 

 

 

I comand you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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love ya!

 

-xoxo- __ShanDamnGangsta__

Melliez...
I love you.
You mean so much to me
I can't imagine my life without you.
You helped/help me through everything.

They asked me if I talk to anyone on here.... I said "NO!!!" just to keep you safe.
They tried to delete my profile... they tried to distroy me...
They took my life. They took my heart and they crushed my dreams.
They screamed in my face and then acted like they cared.

I'm talking about parents here...
All they do is take, take, take!
They don't care about me... They hate everything I do!
I was banned from the internet!
I cried my eyes out! They're swollen and puffy... I have never ever cried so much. Because I have never had to defend something I love so much!
I need the internet!
I need you!
Buzznet is my life!
I use buzznet for everything.
I need buzznet for my music updates!
For my mcr picies!!
I need it for my real friends... I need it for you Mellz.

I hope you have fun on your vacation.
Hopefully I'll still be here for you to tell me how much fun it was.

I love you forever...
big hugs.

-Shannon

p.s. I wanna move to Canada... and live with you :(

heehehehehhehehehe!

Sooooooooo...

 

Posting this to say, I had a good day.

Today was my first day being single since 7 months.

So boys, I'm open for a relationship!

Internet or in person.

I hate jerks, and liars.

I drool over emo boys!

I'm looking for one of my own ;)

I had one, but ya know. We all grown outa things *shrugs shoulders*

Anyway...

I'm also kinda fallin for a skater boy that goes to my school, and rides my bus.

He has blond emo hair, and perdy green eyes.

He has braces with black rubber bands on them! ^_^

Today on the bus, he was talking about eating people O.o

cuz this kid was saying that he like did something to this girl,

like he ate her. He said "Yeah, she was good too!"

Then he licked his lips! O.O

*FAINTS!*

*FAINTS!*

He did it like 3 TIMES!!!

Then the kid said that he rapes himself.
   Do you know what he said?

"Yep, That's what I like the most!"

 

 

 

 

O.O

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

;P

OoooooEmGee!

I was the only one who laughed

(and secretly blushed)

heehee

//.^

He's so amazing!

*.*

I was cluching you for something....

Now we're nothing.

 

You're waisting my time.

With your hugs.

You held my hand like you cared.

It was just an act...

You were ashamed to say you loved me.

Now it's etched into my wrist.

I hope you're happy now.

I want you to carve it into your skin.

tell me how much you love me...

Then your body would be empty.

I huged you today and showed you the truth.

Everything happens when I'm gone.

Everything.

Like getting your friend to tell another girl how much you love her

By a phone call at 12:00 in the morning.

She restrained from telling me.

She was scared I'd hate her.

I would have but...

Maybe if I didn't lover her more than you.

She wouldn't lie

 

I'm better than a bet.

So baby, tell me what I'm worth.

Cause I'm nothing to you.

You held onto me just so I wouldn't get hurt.

You're just hurting me more...

And tomorrow when I tell you the lies, you put me through

Hopefully you will look back on all the times you fell in love with me.

I want you to be hurt.

Like I was.

I cried on the bus.

I screamed on my floor.

Now you're headed out the door.

Deal with your pain.

That is if you even have your heart to give to me...

If your heart isn't alll ready wrapped around the string or hers.

I would like to slam it into the ground...

And stomp on it with my dirty old convers

That you suposevly adored.

And maybe you can kick off the dirt with your checkered Vans...

 

I hate your heart.

I hate you.

 

 

Okay.

You might look a little dumb doing this, but here is a fun idea.

Here are some games to play with your keyboard.

 

*Keyboard Slap*

rulez of the game: Lightly slap your keyboard (we don't wanna kill the keys). See what you come up with. Then think of that as an abreviation.

ex: hhbn = Happy Hoppin Bubble Nuggets!

heehee

it's fun to see what you can come up with.

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*Type With Your Elbows*

The name of the game makes it easy to under stand the rulez

rulez: Try to type random words with your elbows. Like your name

ex: wsyhgaqZHH9H =  Shannon

Now this game makes to look a little silly. But if it isn't a laugh for you, then it sure is a laugh for the people who happened to see you try this!

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Those are just some fun games I'd like to share with you...

They are just some fun this to fill up some spare time =D

...

 

={D

(5th journal today!)

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//_^

This is my 3rd journal in a row.

I'm butter, cuz Im on a roll! lol

But, I'm posting another one of these perdy little things cuz I just realized something while on my pro...

 

 

I have completely and totally become everything that I hated about 2-3 years ago...

If I were to meet myself from 2-3 years ago. The 2-3 year ago me would probably kick my ass.

No doubt!

DUDE!

I love everything I've become.

I'm thankful for everything I am!

I love my friends!

I love life!

 

 

 

 

 

I LOVE YOU!<3

 

You know what I really wanna do?

what I really, really, really wanna do?

Like it's the 'I wanna run out and do it,'  really wanna do it?

Like *jump up and down* really wanna do it?

Like 'OMG!' really wanna do it?

...

I wanna growl at people at Wal-Mart

Yes, it's random but, Hey. That's what I do!

 

I just wanna go *rawr* at everyone who walks by me.

I just wanna stand there like in front of something

and when ever someone gets near me

*rawr*

OR!

Ooooooo

or

I just wanna sit alone in like a McDonalds

and act like I did something wrong.

and whenever someone would like tell me to leave,

I'd just scream and cry.

"I DIDN'T DO IT!"

"YOU CAN'T TAKE ME AWAY!"

"I DON'T BELONG WHERE THE BAD MEN AND WOMEN GO!"

heehee

But knowing that it's me, I probably wont ever do anything like that.

HEY!

New Thought!!!

DON
DON
DONNNNNN!

I wanna dress up as a duck with a pumpican basket

and tell people it's Halloween.

When it's Febuary.

haahaa

See how simple I am?

This is pure me.

Just siting at the computer.

typing this journal...

wooolooooloooolooo

WRAAAAOOOOOOOOOO!

see, I scared you.

heehee

={D

-mustach-

Okey-Dokey...

Let's sit down and have a little chit-chat about emotion.

Now, my emotions are very different now.

and I am begining to show them more.

in pictures and such.

Does that seem, weird to you?

Cause it does to me...

Like befor I barly smiled.

Now 'rawr'-ing and even screaming?

No one thinks it's weird. It's just a change.

I guess I was just really happy then =]

heehee

You guys should try.

Just go rawr!

lol

I'm ganna post a new journal.

This really went no where :/

Oh well...

 

Isn't it wrong that when I searched emo on google images that I found a picture of Gerard!

YES! it is wrong!

It's wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

wrong

WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there. I think I made my point :)

 

I think my boyfriend is ashamed of me.

 

ASHAMED!

ASHAMED!

ASHAMED!

ASHAMED!

ASHAMED!

 

...

 

I don't think he ever loved me. I think he only like(ed/s) cuz of our music simalarities.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I AM SO UNLOVED!

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I really like the song Baby Girl, I'm A Blur by Say Anything.

I don't know what's wrong with me now, but I'm starting to like the bands like The Plain White T's, Say Anything.... Even Boys Like Girls.

That's not me!

But there is always room for changes.

Yes I still like my other bands (MCR, TU, FOB ect)

...

Lalalala!

I'm also bored. HEY!

Dose anyone know what Say Anything song this is?

"Awake from the dirt and the grime. Strech your fractured, pencil spine."

(I think that's what is said)

???

cuz I was tryng to download Baby Gril, I'm A Blur and got a song (that's amazing) with that lyric in it. I like the song. I was just wondering.

 

I'mma post the vid for Baby Girl on here after this journal.

UPDATE TIME

Every Friday is Shannon Awesome Day and Every Monday is Rainbow Day!

Shannon awesome day was made by my Z-Friends (Zavbie and Zain) where everyone celebrates how awesome I am. Because I just so am!

Rainbow day was made by Zain and I. You ware everything rainbow. You have to be happy and you have to be nice to other rainbow warers!

Those days go for everyone! So everyone celebrate! ^.^

That's all for now!

LoVe ya!

-xoxo- Shan** tha xCupcake Killerx