ADD ShurieRiot95

I love Halloween and I'm having the bestest b-day by far!

I have had so much love from my friends at school, and on the internet. They have givin me so  much love my heart is about to burst!

I love everyone who even mentioned my b-day.

and thank u specially to Mellzie-Poo (foblover920) and Cupcake (nativerocker) you r the ones who went all out, Cupcake- for you journal on here and on Vf, Mellz- for you beautiful card <333333 and to Bert McCracken- for dying his hair back to black! (I'm so lame)

I would alos like to say thank u to every1 who sent me a note saying Happy B-day and stuff... I WUV U ALL! and tank u!

-xoxo- Shan**

A birthday original by Foblover920 (love u Mellz)

p.s. happy b-day Foo-Boo (Frank Iero)

lolz, Well today I went b-day shopping.

Yes I know a little early (4 days) but I did the usual- Go blow money at Hot-Topic, but this time I got some other stuff!

- I got a tee that is amazing! It's a "Wake The Dead" The Used tee.

- I got some make-up (blue and hot pink eye liner and teal eyeshadow and glitter-gloss)

- I also got a wallet for my money (The Used it's soooo pretty it has flowey headed guys [2 of them] and it's got an awesome chain and it's soooo prettyful!)

- I got these cute Scene bows for my hair! With little rainbow hearts on them ^.^

- Oooooo and I also got pink nail polish too! :P

I still have money left over and when I get a camera I'll take pics of the things I got! :P

Well, I'm soooooo excited about my b-day.

Oh, yeah last night I went to the movies with Ivy again. I was suprised that my mom would evevn let me go again but she said that she'll pick me up (Ivy and her Grandma came to get me) and my mom had to drop US off. It was only Ivy and I and we went to go see The Comebacks, it sucked... really bad too :(

 It wasn't really funny and it was more crud then classic. Ickey! Yeah but I had fun :) but after the movie I went to the snack counter and the guy working there well I asked him for some Jolly Ranchers and I even saw the candy but he was like "Sower or gummy?" I just wanted regular! but I ended up buying the gummyies *yuck*. The purple was discusting! Ewwie! The guy was too lazy to walk over to the next counter, open the door and pick up the candies! Grrrrrrrg! and then we waited for my mom at the front. As we were waiting an emo kid walked in! Yay! But he was too old for me (he looked like 17).

It was fun, I had fun and Ivy was telling me how she made me a b-day present and then she was ganna buy the other stuff... I told her that she didn't have to get me anything but she said that she only gets present for people who get her presents and I had gotten her 2 different presents at 2 different times.

This was just an update so yeah...

<3 <3 <3

byes

I am SUCH a Drama nerd! :P and proud!

I am not a small actress, I'm proud of any part I get and any play I do!

...Like the past 2 weeks in Drama we have been having auditions 4 our play Mid Summers, Night's Dream. Now Bottom is the most wanted character, every1 wanted to play him (cept me).

Well, I guess I did really well on the auditions that I got the part of Bottom 1! Yay!

Now all I have to do to be bottom is drink a LOT of Mountain Dew befroe school! Cuz, he's very jumpy ya know, lolz

But listen, in order to act out the whole play, that will take up like 3 1/2 worth of Drama classes. So, that;s y we r only acting out Act 1, Scene 2...

The part is 3 pages of basically nothing!

But, the good thing is that I'm the opening of the play! I'm the first act! I get to be all over dramatic, and all over the place. I'm gonna make the audence look to their eyes, I will move storms! (lolz, that's one of my lines!)

So yepeyz!

That's all

p.s. there r 3 fricken Bottoms! 3!

lolz

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I <3 Shop N' Save!

That's all I have to say!

Do u wanna know Y?

BECAUSE last time I went was with my mom. We bought Halloween candy (reesees and HUGS!) and right when we were at the check out this really cute emo boy walked out and stood bored, waiting 4 his shift right @ the cash reg we were at (yay). When he was waiting 4 his shift, he kept lookin at me. I looked at him once or twice (maybe three times).

Do u know the best part of this? HE LOOKED LIKE QUINN!

QUINN FLIPPIN ALLMAN!

YAYYAYAYYAYAYAAYYAYAYAYA!

He asked us how our day was, I just smiled and let my mom talk. I said "Goodbye!" I think :/ Well it doesn't matter, I'm never ganna see him again. But it was so worth the trip.

At first I didn't wanna go, I didn't wanna go inside the dreaded store! Now, everytime any1 goes, I'm goin with ;)

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A lot of people have posted bulletons with this- but I did more then just my name! Here are eveyone I loves Goth names:

Haha!

lolz, it doesn't matter hiw redunkulos the name is, it wont ever match up to the hilariousness of the last journal!

Okay, there is ganna be some deep shit in this post I can tell. Here is the first deep topic.

1. My mom & dad r ganna start to 'watch' what I'm doin on the internet.

 (stupid!) I can't wait until I get my own comp... I'm ganna lock everything from my rents! *grrrrrr*

2. They're trying to take me from me...

My rents r tryin to take away who I am... if u read the last journal then u would know that I write on myself. Well today they complained about it and all I did was tell them "No! I'm not ganna stop (you're not ganna take me away)" and I just went off. They r trying to take my hoddie (my beautiful-ratty hoddie! that I ware all the time... that hoodies my home. I live in it. Like my friend Tre' once said- 'Some women live in their purses, you live in your hoodie') They're trying to take away everything!

3. A waiting the fit from my mom later on today...

I redecorated my room. I took out everything she ever put of hers in there. Her cute little pictures, her discusting accecories. I filled the remaining wall space with signs that had a meaning.

4. I got yelled at for promoting a message.

"That's not subject a little girl like you should be promoting." She said. A while back, I had turned one of my Cheetah Pride shirts inside out and wrote 'HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY!' on it. I did it after Frank (everyone knows that he has done that) and I've never worn it when people r around. I've never really worn it. I wore it to breakfast, forgetting that I had it on and it sure brought some attention.

.................................... I'm hating my life right now.

NEW SUBJECT!!!

Yurka-Durka!!

I <3 him! Yurka-Durka is this amazing guy on vampirefreaks. He's caring and sweet. Anytime I need a huig, he'll be there (syberly). Whenever he needs to be cheered up, all I have to do is sing... THE S-M-I-L-E SONG!

^^

... my arm hurts- sorry that the randomness is on a hold right now :/

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I AM THE ONLY PERSON WHO WILL EVER, EVVVERRRRR talk about how good they smell ^.^

Oh shut up! If u smelled as good as I do, u'd talk about ur AMAZING smellingness too!

I am awesome! and smelling good!

It's my hair mostly :)

I thought of this little thing after I took my smellie good shower, and I love this:

Why do they point?

Maybe it's because I'm the girl walking down the street with too much eyeliner on.

Maybe it's because I ware my hoodie all year round.

Maybe it's because of the My Chem tee I'm so proud to ware.

Maybe it's because the music I'm so proud to own.

Maybe it's because of the brain I actually have.

Maybe it's because of the words I use.

Maybe it's because of the shit I've been through.

Maybe, I'm just too damn beautiful for them to handle...

See? Don't cha Like it? It really made me feel better :) It boosted up my con-feeeee-dence!

THE name is from me!
PICKLESMEOW

when I'm famous, I'm ganna have a song called that! :P

But I named the journal this because I was bored and because I just had pickles and because of this new thing I'm doing.

I write things on my left arm (I'm a righty) and it usilly has a meaning... but not anymore! I'm ganna start writing aminal sounds! Like last week was "RAWR!" and this week is... Oh Yeah! "MEOW!" ;) then the week after that it's gann be "Quack!"............................... Does any1 know what sound a PaNdA makes??? O.o

YAY! This is just another Random journal! I've been waiting 4ever 4 another onna these! Random journals r funn! *.*

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I CAN'T WALK A STRAIGHT LINE

My feet tend to turn in when I walk... and when I'm walking 4 a long (.) of time, I start to walk like a drunk. How funny is that? Wouldn't u L-O-V-E to walk like ur drunk eveyday of your life? Oh yeah, I'm also reallllly limp wristed, I even walk limp wristed.... that's just how I feel comfortable :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Bitter Sweet Symphony (The Verve) just started! I LOVE THIS SONG! it makes me cry!

Okay, I'm back. I really love that song. It reminds me of my younger years sooooooooooo badly!

NEW TOPIC!

nothing is going on, I'm kina hyper, I'm getting desk burn on my right arm, I have bad carma, and now my back slightly itches!!!!

Okay, I think this journal is done now... plz comment on how good I smell if u read this, u have to comment! HAVE TO! and the comment has to include something about how gooooooood I smell!

Peace Dgg!

Today I got my pics developed.... but they weren't MY pics.... they were of my moms wedding last year. It was the wrong film..... (I think she planned it)

The reason for the title is because I want October GONE! I just want my B-day, Shens B-day and THAT'S All!

We get a 1,800 dollor check in November (reason 4 the name) and we have 4 rolls of film we need to develope.

With the money we are getting: 2-3 new computers, A boat (4 my dad), more food, A DIDGITAL(sp?) CAMERA! and other useless stuff.

Once we get a dc----- PICTURE WHORING!

I'm sooooo excited (just 4 my new comp and my pics)

I'm sorry to everyone who was waiting to see them................... I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo upset.

<33333333333333333333333 u, and thank u to everyone who kept their fingers crossed :)

(I'm having such bad carma lately... and this has to do with it!)

Drink up beautiful;
I spiked your cup with angst, and a heart attack.
I've got so much trapped and it's all because of you.
So i figured you might like some back;

And when I see her I'll tell [him] what's been on my mind,
All these sleepless nights, she'll recite [his] excuses,
Put my tail between these legs of mine;
Like i do all the time

Can't live my life;
Knowing you'll be in his arms, each time I blink my eyes;
Know what goes on behind my back; every night.
Afraid I'll never leave; afraid I'll never know whats good for me

And when I see [him] I'll tell her whats been on my mind,
All these sleepless nights, [he'll] recite [his] excuses,
Put my tail between these legs of mine;
Like i do all the time

And now you say that; you say you love me.
Well I may have your heart, [she] has your body
And now you swear that; you're being honest,
But you're not honest, you never could be

And when I see [him] I'll tell [him] whats been on my mind,
All these sleepless nights, [he'll' recite her excuses,
Put my tail between these legs of mine;
Like i do all the time

[He's haunting me... I liked him 3 years ago, he left 2 years ago... now he's back and looking better than ever]

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Did I tell u guys that HOPEFULLY this weekend my pics- the emo pics will be up and running!?

I have finally convinced my mom to get them devloped on Friday when we go to Wal-Mart.

They prob might be posted by Saturday, Sunday hopefully at the latest! So please keep your fingers crossed for me!

 I have nothing more to say but....

 BLESS THE FALL ROX ME SOX!

Yay!

 I suggest u go watch their video for "Guy's Like You Make us Look Bad" (download it too) and or buy their record His Last Walk.

Peace!

OWWIE! My cat just scratched me *dramatic frown*

My iTunes is on random, and Tacking Back Sunday was just on, now it's Louis XIV, random, remember, random.

I have math homework, and a story that the rough draft is dew Friday and I'm almost almost close to being done... Wow, I haven't heard this song in a LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time, lolz. I think this is the first song that was downlaoded that was added to my iPod.

I <3 my iPod, I'd be lost without it!

I'm also on vf (vampirefreaks) and on one of my cults called X_Super-Kids_X... AWES, Close To the Flame by HIM just started!~

I <3 Ville :) he makes me happy ^^

I'm now IMing some girl that's friends with Sky (not signal- Mellie) and she think Gee and Frank r hot ever since I showed her a pic of them on the chat box...

I think Ville's about to end sooooon :(

lolz, this journal has no purpos anyways but

Oooo, Ex's And Oh's by Atreyu, people think I don't like that heavey crap, I just like some of it, I like it when metal has singing involved in it! :P

But back to what I was saying, My drama teacher Mr, Mulcahey was talking about Auditions... for parts of the play we r doing... HE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN AUDITIONING when the play is ours >:/ grrrrrrrrr

This is my new fav The Sounds song- Hope You're Happy Now! I love it...

"You call me a slut, you call me a liar!"

I love her, she's amazing! :D

Weeellll,,, Oh yeah, I got in a 'word' fight with my friend Rachael because she decides to tell me that more %ige of the world likes rap, That's BULL! >:*( I yealled in her face about how rock acctually has a meaning, and how retarded rap is and how it's just about girls bending over in our faces! I screamed "Ho's and Bitches!" really loud during it, and this was during lunch so no adults heard me, but I had guts to scream that don't ya think?

Wellz, the pic of me r goning soo, we're getting money this weekend (Friday) and we're going to get them devoloped and then.... OH YEAH! Sexyness!

lolz, I sound like Megan >:P

 I'm done ranting, Peaceout!

p.s. Interpol- Take You On A Cruise is playing, it's beautiful like all their songs :)

p.s.s. WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE just started  x]