ADD ShurieRiot95

Song: Let Me Go- 3 Doors Down

Mood: Singie! :p

Title: You Love Me, But You Don't Know Who I Am...

+You Love Me, But You Don't Know Who I Am+

 I wake up from a night of partying. I rub the back of my head, I must of hit it on something. I looked at my hand. My knuckels had dried blood on them, and it hurt to move them. I shook out my hand to releive some of the pain. I walk to the front of the bus. Gerard is sitting being just Gerard. Ray and Bob are in the back playing Gutiar Hero II, Frank is in the bathroom, Mikey is probably still sleeping or in the kitchen doing whatever he does in the afternoon. I walk up to Gerard. "Hey." I attempt to smile. Gerard smiled back, then he had a worried look on his face. "What?" I don't move or anything. Gerard stood up. "Just look at what they did to you Shan..." He grabs my chin and slowly rotates my face to take a better look. "Who?" Gerard exhaled. He sightly smiled. "You don't remember, do you?" Gerard let his hand fall to the ground. I shook my head and my eyes were focused on him now. He put his hands on his hips. "You were partying last night with Bert, and Quinn..." I looked to the ground, I felt really guitly that I had done that to them. "You were so drunk!" Frank said as he walked out of the bathroom. I glared at him. "Haha! Thats funny... ummm, at least I didn't spend my whole day in the bathroom!" Frank looked at me and smiled. "Ooooo!" He taunted. I rolled my eyes and focused back on to Gerard. "Okay Frank we got it, you're funny..." Gerard said as he wrapped his arm around me, we walked to the couch. Once we sat down I began to explain. "I don't know why I was partying with them, I'm sorry, I didn't mean too... Now I feel bad!" I whinned. Gerard rubbed my back, "No, don't. It's okay, we all make mistakes." I looked down at my ratty-ass Chuck Taylors. Gerard picked up my face in his hands. "You know... I used to be like that." I looked into his eyes. His eyes were so warm. I smiled. "Are you okay now?" He asked causously. I nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine." Gerard patted my knee, and got up. I got up as well. "I'm going to make some coffee. Want some?" I nodded, and fallowed him into the kitchen. Mikey was already making his own coffee. "Hey Mikey!" Gerard said as he entered the room. Mikey smiled. I jupmed up on the counter. Frank walked into the kitchen too. "Hey Drunkie!" He exclamed. I knew that he was talking about me. Gerard turned around. "Hey! Frank... thats nothing to make fun of, Shortie!" Frank stopped laughing. Then under his breath, he said "I can't help that I'm short..." We all laughed. Frank looked at me. "Fine... I'm sorry Shannon." I smiled at him, he smiled back. I looked at my knuckels again. I took a deep breath. Gerard turned around. "Whats wrong?" I slapped my hands together as if I was just giving up everything. I looked at my knuckels again. "I just wanna know how my knuckels were bleeding!" Gerard grabbed my hands. "They got you and them selves too drunk. They thought it would be fun to punch things..." Frank said looking down at the floor. "Thats when we found you." Mikey finnished. "You had punched in a car window when we came... you were getting ready to punch a wall." Gerard ran his fingers over the wound. "You put up a pretty good fight when we came. You screamed that you didn't want to go. It was pretty scarry!" Frank said as he walked out of the room. He then poked his head in. "Oh! And you got in a fight with all of us... Mostly Bob." Frank smiled. I looked down at the floor. I felt surper bad now because I just found out I yelled at Bob... Brother Bob! I looked at Gerard. I was almost to tears. Gerard looked at me. He was saddened by my sadness. I jumped off the counter and ran to the back of the bus where Ray and Bob were playing Gutiar Hero II. I ran to the room. When I got to the doorway, I stopped. Ray and Bob paused the game. I walked up to Bob. He took the gutiar off, and set it down. I ran to him and gave him a big hug. "I'm sorry Bobo!" I said. "It's Okay... I forgive you." I looked up at Bob. "You are so awesome! If I were you... I probably would of Never forgave myself!" He laughed. Gerard was sanding out side the door. He smiled. I smiled back. He held out his hand. "Come on..." I grabbed his hand and fallowed him. He brought me to my things. "Pick out a change of clothes." He told me kindly. He rubbed my shoulder. After that, he told me to take a shower and to get cleaned up, so I did.

When I got out of the shower, I changed my clothes and admired myself in the merror. There was a knock at the door. I opened it. It was Gerard. He smiled at me. I smiled back. "Can I come in?" He charmingly asked. I nodded. "Sure..." He stood next to me, we looked at ourselves in the merror. Then we looked at each other. We laughed. Gerard turned the other way, his back facing the merror. He stood up from leaning. He grabbed my chin again. He turned my face so he could see. "You also have a bloody lip..." Gerard pointed out to me. I exhaled. I slamed my hand on the counter. I grabbed my jacket and atempted to storm out of the bathroom. "No! Come back here." Gerard grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him. He leaned up against the counter again. I stood in front of him. He placed his hand on my cheek. I placed my hands on his arms. He looked me in the eyes. He came in closer. His lips then pressed into mine. 'You Are The One! You'll Never be Alone Again, You're More Than In My Head, You're More...' Was sang in the backround. It was beautiful... Our lips separated. We looked into each others eyes. I didn't back away from him, I stayed right in front of him. "I have to go..." I whispered to his lips. He nodded. "Okay. You do that. I'll be here." Gerard and I smiled. I picked up my jacket and ran out of the bathroom, I sat on the couch to put my shoes on. Once they were sercure on my feet, I slung my jacket on and stormed off the bus.

June,13, 2007- My Dream!

'It was a warm sunny day, My family and I went on a little vacation. We brought some of your friends along. They were more of my friends than anyone elses. I brought along my friends Bert, Jeph, Quinn and Brandon. (If you have not noticed, all my friends are from the band The Used. Remember, this is just a dream.) Everyone in my family was on the other side of the park and I was hangin with my friends like always. Jeph and Quinn were playing around like little boys. I was watching them goof off. Brandon was sitting on the ground laughing at Jeph and Quinn. I didn't see Bert around anywhere. I looked around in a panic. I slowly wonderd off. I came upon my moms van. The side door was open. I crawled inside. There was Bert, sitting alone. The raido was turned up a little. I sat in the seat next to him. He didn't look at me. I leaned over and wrapped my arm around his neck. "I miss you Bert." I whispered into his ear. I could tell that he smiled. He wrapped his arm around me too. "I missed you too." I smiled. I didn't pull away from him. I ran my fingers throught the hair sitting on the back of his neck. I kissed his shoulder and I did miss him. I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the back seat with me. I sat up against the inside of the van. I pulled him over me. He just sat infront of me. He looked so beautiful. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him even closer. The song Blue And Yellow was playing in the backround. When the song got heaver and the words sung were "I should've done something but I've done it enough. By the way your hands were shaking, I rather waste my time with you." I pulled him into me and kissed him. "By the way my hands were shaking, I rather waste my time with you." '