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May 29, 2008

I want my clothes to be right there!!!!!!


That's it....

 

TRACE CYRUS IS THE SEXIEST MESS OF A MAN I HAVE EVER SEEN!

I am offically his fangirl and slave! I love that man so flippen much! Have you seen him? Doesn't he just make you like cum? :P I know a little sick, but did you just hear that lyric?? Holds on, this is easier...

(Let's Drop!)
okay ;)

(Yeah)
OH YEAH

(Come On)
okay

I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door
I'd never leave you at the front door! YOU'D BE IN MY BED BY THEN!

Your body's cold, but girl we're getting so warm
I'm getting warm with you ;)

And I was thinking of ways that I could get inside (get inside)
OH YEAH!!!  I have many a ways ;p

Tonight your falling in love (let me go now)
I have fallen in love

The feelings stirring me up (here we go now)
Sweet

[Pre Chorus:]
Now if she does it like this will you do it like that
Can I be the she?? And the you be Trace?

Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back
OH YEAH!! If I was the She and the You was Trace

Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that (come on)
HE BETER MOVE ME LIKE THAT!

[Chorus:]
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
okay!

Your lips tremble but your eyes are in a straight stare
It's because I'm looking at Trace

your on the bed but your clothes are laying right there And I was thinking of places that I could hide
Trace made my clothes lay right there!!!!!!

So now you falling in love (let me go now)
with Trace

The feelings stirring me (here we go now)
Yeah Trace!!


[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]

I saw you dancing and I couldn't get you off my mind
I can't get Traces sexiness off my mind!

(I could tell that you could tell that I was taking my time)
Please Trace, take all the time you need ;)

I was thinking of ways that you would stay and be mine
I WILL STAY AND BE YOURS!

(You're body's shaking, turn me on, so I can turn out the lights)
Trace has already done that ;)

[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus] (2x)

 

Hahhahahaha!! funfun!

 


mineminemine


 


Posted on 05/29/2008 4:55 PM Comments (5)

May 23, 2008

I'm Outta Soda...

Someone go get me another please???

My feet hurt.
My eyes hurt.
My lungs hurt.
I hurt...

I'm tired... I was sleeping like uber well until my sister came runnig and screaming. She like yanked me out of bed and dragged me downstairs. I had no idea what she was saying... Something about how her baby looking good in a cute jacket. I thought she was talking about Ville, but when I looked at the big TV screen, guess who was singing to me??

 

BILL!!!!

It was the first time MTV Hits played Monsoon :* Yaynessssssssss!!

It was awesome XP

*goes to get another soda*
*takes a long drink*

Ahhh!

OMG! You shoudl hear me breath! Recently I haven't been breathing as well and my lungs hurt... I sound like a dying dog   :( It sucks...

Speaking of dying, Leeza and I are talking about suicide... I trust her enough not to judge me.. And she didn't. And that's what makes her perfect ^.^ I like her... like alot :*

 

My sister is singing a Fat Joe song... wow And every other rap song she knows...

I want a Cobra Starship tee shirt... But not till I get my Bill tee shirt!!!! :)

 

I love my gay/bi friends!!! They are sexi bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes they arez ;*

 

Nnannanannanananannananannnannnnnnaaaa! Leeza is so cute on her aweomse webcam :) I really love herz ^^

 

Hopefully... She loves me just as much...

 

They (mom and sister) are watching Kiss... Liek I carez...

 

Bordnessssss!!

 

----------- Fish food :O


Posted on 05/23/2008 7:53 PM Comments (2)

May 17, 2008

Paying For Love...

 

OMG!!

In the But It's Better If You Do PATD video, when Brendon is in that room with the girl and their kissing and the camera zooms all in on it... Doesn't it make you wanna be that girl? 

It sure makes me ;)

Well, I'm watchin Panic on MTV Hitlist, and it's their hitlist. I'm not as excited because they play their playlist all the time :P Right now Ryan is playing The Killers - Read My Mind.

I'm uploading dance picies :P I know that they're not as cute as Sheri's but hey.. It's the best I could do.

If you're wondering, I had such a blast at the dance. Zain probably hates me because I think I was embarassing him too much :/ lol But I tol dhim that I actually dance at dances :p I'm the one and only. There was like 20 people doing the shopping cart all night *cough-me-cough* XP

OMG! Everyone!! My cat Manson just jummped up! Say Hi MooMoooo!!!

...

...

...

He meowed ;)

^___^

lolz

 

POPCICLES!

 

O.O

 

What? I didn't just randomly scream a frozen fruity snack o.o

 

I went to the art fair today. It was fun ^^

 

 

 

zain probably does hate me.. but yet, I doubt it like, a whole lot.

 

Zain doesn't hold grudges, never.

 

OMG! I love Augustona :*

 

I THINK I'M GOING TO BOSTON!!!! lol I THINK I'LL START A NEW LIFE!

 

 

 

Oh, just because everyone else will do it- Congrats to Pete and Ashley on your not so acomplished relationship... That's all I can really say. I just don't care, so don't get on me about not knowing what I'm talking about, because really... I don't.  All I know is that my mom reminded me around 10:00 that Pete and Ashley are probably on their honeymoon... and my responce, was not as predicted... "I don't care (predicted) He can have sex with his secritary." If I recal right- Pete calling Ashley his secritary that he could fuck. Great way to look at your wife right?

p.s. I don't care because it's none of my buisness to care.

 

ANYWHO! Don't get mad at me peoples... Because I'll just delete your comments! 

 

 

HOODFAB!

 

lolz

 

 

Damn, I'm hungry :p

 

 

food

 

doof

 

woah, didi I jsspell food backwards?? WIERDO!!!!!!!! lol

I called Ferris a wierdo and he got mad *inoccent face* I meant it with love *incert halo*

 

 

 

 

OMG!!!!! My arm iches.

 

 

 

 

enter

enter

enter

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Damn listen to me!!!

ENTER!!!

 

 

 

XD lolz

 

Well, my shoulders hurt from typing...

 

BYE BYE

 

 

 

 

 

 

TOKIO HOTEL ROXX


Posted on 05/17/2008 11:39 PM Comments (2)

May 15, 2008

It's So Hard To LIVE!!

I hate Limewire sometimes :| It never lets me play the songs I just downloaded...

I downloaded a Devilish (Tokio Hotel) song... It's So Hard To Live :)
I've heard parts of it so yeah... I like what I'e heard... What am I saying? I LOVE EVERY TOKIO HOTEL/DEVILISH SONG!!!!!!

 

Leeza Grody :)

That's her name... As simple as that <3

She's beautiful and amazing... And I really like her ^.^

She needs to come move to Illinois and live with me forever!!

We would be going to the lame ass dance we have TOMORROW but... Caliornia seems too far awary...

 

BLACK...

I love that TH song ^.^ So cute :) And mellow and clam... yet heart breaking :/ I LOVE IT!!

TRASHED TEENS-
I love you!! After I download another TH song, I will go upstairs (sneak my cami) and steel Shirley's idea!!!!! MWAHAHhAh!! XD

 

DAMNED LIMEWIRE! Let me hear my song >:( grrrrg

So many fanfics, so little time...
Yes, I'm still working on my Six Feet Under The Stas buzznet fic, I'm almost done with part two, It'll be posted in no time :) So... no need to worry ^.^

Speaking of All Time Low, this kid Eli who is so into rap it's not funny, let me use him iPod because my battery had died and when I turned it on, The Audition was playing! I like freaked out because no one knows who The Audition is where I'm from! Then I skipped the song and Panic was playing! My favorite song actually- The Only Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey... you get it right? Well, I skipped it so I can see who else he had. After that, it was a flood of Panic, then Cute Is What We Aim For, and after that- Armor For Sleep!! it was rediculos!!! Then as soon as I could see and hear- Six Feet Under The Stars began! I was so ganna cry!!! I asked if he liked All Time Low, he noddd and I was liek- "Did you not see me in my All Time Low tee yesurday??"  OMG!!! Yayness! Then I saw that he had Flyleaf ^.^ Big bonus points!!!

 

In about an hour, Steven will be on so I can watch it!!! lolz!! I stayed home today because I was running a masive fever and my tum tum hurts :(

Now I'm bored and we're watching Video Yearbook. It's the 2004 playlist and AFI is on - "Silver And Cold"

TOMORROW's FRIDAY! And I have a dance to get to ^.^ Yaynesssssss XD lol

 

Okay... That's it ^__^

 

Bye bye <3

p.s. This is my favorite add EVER!! XD

XD lol It was on one of my sisters fan fiction sites :P If you made this, tell me and I'll give you cred x]


Posted on 05/15/2008 11:44 AM Comments (4)

May 9, 2008

They Don't Love You Like I Love You...

Hey.

Sorry that I've been late in journal posts but I just have to say that I had a bad dream :( It really upsetted me, and I'm good at like looking into dreams and inferring them so see how it applies to my life.

Okay here is all I remember- Well, I was in the school library checking out some books and this girl that hangs with me, Aryana, was like goofing off and I showed off this picture of Brendon Urie I drew (I didn't actually draw it in real life, but I bet I could) So, when I showed her she like cringled it up and ripped it to pieces. Wouldn't you be mad?! So, I went back to the classroom after calling her a few choice words. I was like bawling so I asked the sub if I could make an announcement. He let me, so I stood up on the chair near by and screamed about how mean that girl was. I was crying so hard, but I had everyones attention. Then, the dream faded and I woke up pissed as ever.

Infer- It's showing how I feel that everyone is tearing me down. Like they are ripping me apart. It also shows how I feel like wood, being scrapped down by sandpaper... Slowly but surely. How I feel like rubber, sticky rubber and how I can't move the right way, like how I'm so out of it (which I am). I feel crippled in some way, but not in the physical way... Mental way. Like I'm melting away from reality and that shizz. It also represents how I need impowerment, but am too weak for it now, I will gain it all back soon.

So, that's what I think it meant... I think I pin-ponited it pretty well :)

<3<3</3

Okay, I hate life. I'm hanging on by free hugs and Tokio Hotel!!!!!
Usually, I'd call that the best combination but I just feel that there should be more!!! God I'm slefish >:(

<3<3<3</3

I told you I didn't belong with love. Love and I are emimies >:( We hate each other so much... It's not even funny. I don't feel like talking about it anymore >:( If you want to know, ask my Kitty (xBert4lifex) and SheRi (nativerocker)

<3<3<3<3</3

I might go to the mall tomorrow with Kevin!! YAYNESS ^.^ And now, which I find funny- that is te only thing I'm looking farward to :/

<3<3<3<3<3</3

Okay, done with the journal...

<3<3<3<3<3<3</3

Oh! I saw TH on TRL!!! BEST THING EVER! I taped it fo! It was amazing and I still get all excited when I watch it XD And I got SCREAM! The last two copies at Best Buy when I went!!! OMFG! I baught both :P I baught me one and Zain one!!! IT WAS AMAZING AND IT IS STILL AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 


Posted on 05/09/2008 7:59 PM Comments (6)

May 2, 2008

OMGGGG!!!

 

Okay, well this is just a little update thing + blurb about everything!!

Okay, first things first.
Kevin and I have been like chattin in a message on myspace well, we were talking about the mall then he asked, "idk you want to go to the mall with me and katie and maybe malik next friday or saturday????? sorry i cant go this week i only got 10$" O.O OMG! Yayayyayayayayyyayyyaa! I feel so wanted! All of them have like abandoned me after the break up and now they want to hang with me? YAYNESS! This is how I replied, "OMG! Yeah!! I'd have to talk it over with my mom (so overprotective) Well. I got like $39.00 so I'd love to go ^.^ " lol Now I'm all happy :) Just to reassure you all, I'm not getting back with him... NEVER!!

Okay, next things next...
OMG! I cut myself! OWE, well it's on my index finger so it stings to type :( I like got a paper cut (pretty deep) and now it burnnnns! and like it wouldn't stop bleeding...
TIME TO TELL THE TRUTH.... *It actually wasn't a paper cut... I was trying to break open a razor and my finger slipped* I was desparate... Oh, and I punched my merrior and my hand got all swollen and icky looking XP

I'm checking my myspace sutff now... Got loads of stuff going on. I had three unread messages an a new friend request :P YAYA ME!!

I'm listening to my iPod, it's playing HIM One Last Time... I love this song just like all HIM songs. I GIVE POINTS TO ALEX!!! This weird art kid who used to be my friend that Becca want's to marry *no jokes- fact* Pun intended... well Becca was like shuffling through the songs and I told her to stop because it was a HIM songs and Alex who was working on his snail made out of metal, said that HIM was awesome! I so high fived him yo! lol

FLYLEAF'S NEW VID/SONG ROXX! Sorry, had to say it.... All Around Me just started... I love Lacey's (sp? Is it Lacey or Lasey or like Lacy something likw that..) voice. She's amaizng and has awesome hair ^.^

I hate that stupid myspace captcha thingie!! I never get it on the first try so they make me do itover and over again! Makes me mad...

OMG! My mom is watching Metalocolips lolol! I know it's a amazing show but I think it's funny XD lolz

THE PIANO KNOWS SOMTHING YOU DON'T KNOW!!! OMG! Speaking of Brendon. We had a highschool's chior come to sing to us. There was this kid who did this solo (you can guess where I'm going with this) but he used to go to my school and like far away he looked like Brendon! And sounded like him too! He had a solo when they sung a song from the musical Jersey Boy lol but he sang amaizngly and I like almost cried :*) I'm such a sap! ^-^ And everyone was like ooogling the pianist named Dunkin because he had like curly brown hair and sang well. Well, he seemed nice and funny but not my type... I thought all the dudes looked like the Jonas Brothers so I wasn't interested... ICK! *vomits guts out* I HATE THE JB's more like BJ's lololololol! XD *ahem* sorry... so bad! BAD SHANNON BAD! *smacks self*

 

Okay, I'm done now XD

 

xxxxxxxooooooxxxxxxx- YO MAMA!!! XD jkjkjkjk!


Posted on 05/02/2008 8:52 PM Comments (0)

May 1, 2008

I Hate Everything All About You!!!


Why must I be so random?

 

NANANNAN!

 

lol

Well, this is just something else to be random in.

Our dance is next Friday. Hopefully they'll play some good music this time *cough-Tokio Hotel-cough* They played Red Jumpsuit Apperatice (sp?) Not a very good Dance song... THE SONG IS ABOUT a BAD RELATIONSHIP!!! AN DHOW HE BEAT HER!!!! Face Down...

Well, we have this Sprit week thing like most schools but we have lame things. Like Monday (I'm excited) is mix-matched day so we get ot wear mix-matched shoes and or socks! OH YEAH! I DO THAT EVERYDAY!!!!!! Tuesday is like hat day, Wendsay Baseball day, Tursday is PJ day! Friday is when our staff Volleyball game is going on!!! THE BEST PART OF THE YEAR!!! We're the Blue Bombers!!!!!!! OH YEAH. Good thing my new All Time Low pic is blue ;) I'm ganna like paint TH signs on my face OoO but then after the game we have a dance.... GGGGRRRRRRRGGGGG!

 

okay, I'm done now...

 

LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

 

xxxxooooooxxxxx!
 Shannon (Tom The Don)


Posted on 05/01/2008 4:35 PM Comments (2)

April 30, 2008

Electronic day! Translations... PCTURES!

Yessirey! I got some pics of my friends and things. Be prapaired to be blown away by thier awesomeness OoO

 

YAYYYYYAYAYYA!!!

Commet/buzz/love them... I know you will ;)


Posted on 04/30/2008 4:00 PM Comments (0)

April 26, 2008

Sceam It Out Loud

 

OMG! Scream is playing on Alternative right now!!!!! OMG!

thought youy'd like to know....

Umm... Now Push It by Gabage is playing. Good song, don't ya think?

Okay, I'm uber serious. EvERYONE TAKE MY POLL! I need a band. I'm just ganna call us Disoball Decay... If you don't like it them take my frick'in POLL!!!!!

Om a highr note. Thnks Fr The Mmrs just started! And I'm singing!!!

*He tastes like you only sweeter!* XD

Lalallalalal!

I only think iun the form of cvruching numer in hotel room collect pay sheets loveer.  (I only think in the form of crunching numbers, in hotel room collecting pay sheets lover) I don't know if that's what he sang, but that's what I heard!

See, that's what happenes when I type and sing, but focus on sinigng and not typing XP 

OMG! My mom just asked my if Pete sings. I said, "No! All Patrick!" and she also asked me who the other members were! lol My mom is so concerened with music!! SWEET!

YOU'RE MY E-V-E-R-T-H-I-N-G!!! Everywhere, everytime, everything!!! yay! I love  A Cursive Memory!! My sister thinks that song is so annoying! I love it :) Makes me happy ^.^

It could be up there in stage lights!
AGAINST ME! Stop... lol!!

Well... everyone take my poll and make me happy! I really like Discoball Decay.. Dont you? Well even if you do/don't. Take my poll anyway! It'll be fun! 


Posted on 04/26/2008 8:30 AM Comments (0)

April 22, 2008

Wish Somebody's Tell Me I'm Fine...

OMG!

I shudda had a V8!

Okay, you're going to hear that alot from Zain if you guys like stay tuned with the band... EVEYONE TAKE THE POLL! I NEED A BAND NAME!!! I thought of another one... Discoball Decay!! ^__^ I'm doog (yes, good backwards) like that, my inspiration- James St. James!! I love him *hugs* I'm reading one of his books called Freak Show. It's lovely :)

HOLY TACOS

I shudda had a V8!

SO, my school like has been very random, and yet quite enjoyable which is new... Yay! SCHOOLS ALMOST OVER! In like 6-5 weeks!!!!! WAHOOO!!! I'm moving up to seventh grade ^.^ (I have a late b-day) and I'm ganna miss everyone :(  I'm ganna miss my teacher, my fith grade friends (ZAIN!!!) and I'm ganna miss the scedual (sp?) WHATEVER!

PICKLES NICKLES!!!

I shudda had a V8!

Damn, everyone is on myspace really late at night O.O Like, half my friends are on... WIERD! lol My internet is going fast! Took like tree (earthday!) times. YAWN! RAWR! I'm tired :O I didn't have to run today! *dances* We had a test in gym, so I didn't have to run a mile (I do tomorrow and on Thursday) but every night, my family (now it's just mom and me) walk/jog half a mile every night when I get home, we go to the park, but as I said, I didn't have to jog/run tonight!!!

OH MYLANTA!!

I shudda had a V8!

Is that annoying yet? lol, well... I'm out of expressions, o I guess I'll stop writing now! LOVE YOU ALLZ!!

TAKE MY POLL!!!!!!

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Posted on 04/22/2008 7:07 PM Comments (2)

April 20, 2008

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry guys for not being on!!!!

Well, updatey thing,

I went to the mall (Hot Topic) today ^.^ I got a new band tee...

ALL TIME LOW! yay :) I've only liked them for like a week -_-* but I got thier shirt! It's cute ^.^ It has a little green monster on it with a mustache and a tophat with a bow tie :) It's cute x] It say's all Alll time Time low Low!!
lol!!!!!!!!!

Well, I was on a downloading spree yesturday (but onyl downloaded 4 songs) but I was like "WOAH!" cuz I never download song, just wait for someone else in the family to download them :) I'm lazy like that ;)

Now I'm looking at TH picies (I so need to get updated) and whatnot :p it's making me happy ^.^

Oh! I got two TH CD's at Hot Topic! I like screamed when my bro showed them to me ^.^ They're only singles so yeah... only got two songs, but it's just to brag. One was 99 cents, and the other was 1.99 because it had the AFI/Blaqk Audio remix of Ready Set Go! on it. They both had Scream and Ready, Set, Go! So yeah....

I'm bored now, and like an hour or two before this, I went walking in the park. I was wearing my The Used Wake The Dead tee with gym shorts. Uber fun I think. I was listening to ready Set Go because whenever we run in gym, Dalton sings, "It's time to run!" and then we run.... But my mom wouldn't let me run :( Now my feet hurt. Convers aren't the best walking/running/jogging shoes :/

Well... I have made two videos of myself! but can't find the software to upload. The first video was of me lipsinging Dear Maria, Count Me In and acting gangsta (funny/retarded) and the second was of me talking about my screensaver which were of pictures. I laughed while doing it... IT'S DUMB! But i found funny, but I find anything funny..... lol

^.^

 

love you all :) *HUGS*


Posted on 04/20/2008 6:09 PM Comments (3)

April 12, 2008

What do you guys think??

 

I wanna start making videos, of like fun stuff that happens and stuff!

So, if I post some, would you guys watch em'?

I'm sure they'll be useless... Just like little clips of me!

lol

Soooo....

I'mm ganna do that now! (or in a sec) ^.^

Please, if I post, will you watch?

 

LOVE YOU GUYS IF YOU DO!


Posted on 04/12/2008 9:24 PM Comments (3)

I have a question...

 

Has anyone ever heard of The Medic Droid?

If so, please tell me all you know about them. I think they're amazing and awesome but I can't see, to find any info about them :( I'm trying to get on their myspace page and stuff but I couldn't find anyting about them on google. Only few pictures but that seems about it.

Okay, well... just wondering!

 

FER SURE MAYBE, FER SURE NOT!  
**fer sure eh, fer sure bomb!**

 



Posted on 04/12/2008 11:18 AM Comments (4)

April 10, 2008

Six Feet Under The Stars [[Part One of the Buzznet Story]]

 

*Six Feet Under The Stars*

||Two Girls With Big Dreams and A Cronic Fear Of Men In Coffee Shops||

**Chapter One - What Day Is It?**

I lay my head onto my desk. School was so boring. I close my eyes and blackness fills my mind.

"Psst! Shannon!" someone whisper-yelled behind me. My mind shot up by the feeling of a wadded up paper ball hitting the back of my head. I quickly turn around.
"WHAT?" I whiper-yell back. Mellie was smiling and laughing at me. I rolled my eyes. We were alway sturring up trouble. Our science teacher shot her eyes to us. She looked angry and dissapointed. Mellie laughed again as I sunk down into my seat. I pulled my hood over my head as I leaned back. The teacher gave me a death stare. I crossed my amrs over my chest as she continued to teach. I heard Mell laugh again which caused me to crack my annoyed stance. This was just like a regular day in science. People trying not to pay attention. Mell and I were like little angels compaired to the other kids. We silenced as the long, boring day went on.

Mellie jumpped by my side as the school day ended. Our lockers were right next to each others. She leaded up against hers as I opened mine. Seconds later, the red door was open to reveal all the pictures hiding inside. She shuttered at the Bill and Tom picture being held up by a car magnet on the inside of the door. I rolled my eyes at her as she opened her locker. It was filled with little Fall Out Boy posters and MCR stickers. I shuttered at the sight of her locker. We both laughed together as we pulled out our book bags. We headed back into the overly crowded class. I pulled out my iPod after packing my back pack. "So, you walking home?" She asked throwing her black messenger bag onto my desk. I shrugged.
"I might... You wanna walk with?" I asked cheerfully. She brightly smiled.
"So, we walking home? To your place right?" she asked as we all linned up at the door. I turned on my iPod and flipped through the songs until reaching Tokio Hotel.

"Yeah, if we want to kill our selves. We can stop somewhere first." I said looking through the class room door. Mellie nodded.

"Okay! Lets go get something to eat, lunch wasn't very satisfying." She said rubbing her stomach. I agreed.
"Yeah, I didn't even eat lunch. Too busy in the art room." Mellie nodded as we exited the room with the rest of the routy class. She was happy today wich made me be happy too. So we both skipped down the hall laughing and not caring about the people around us.

The air outside was cool and springey. We walked past the busses and continued down the sidewalk. It scared me at first, knowing that I've never walked alone with just one other person before. But knowing that civilization was still near gave me comfort. "Hey Melliez, where do you wanna eat?" I ask, staring at me feet. He shrugged he shoulders that were hiding under a hot topic hoodie.
"I don't care Shannon, You pick." She insisted. I shrugged too.
"McD's is too greesy... But it sure is fun lotering around there!" I said like a rebel. She laughed.

"McD's is gross. There's no sushi there." She frowned. "That's why I need to, NEED to live with Mikey!" I laughed knowing that she was talking about much she's love to steel all his sushi. "I bet he gets the best!" Her mouth was watering at the thought. I overheard her stomach growl inside her. "Oh!" She moaned. "See, look what you did! You made my tummy mad!" She hissed at her brain. I slightly laughed and continued down the sidewalk.

We had decided to skip past Mc Donalds to head to Starbucks. The aroma of fresh coffee filled my heart. I was home. Mellanie's face lightened by the sent of pure love. She smiled brightly. We walked up to the counter to order. She ordered her regular as I ordered mine. I prepaired my wallet and paid our fee. We took a seat at the booth closest to the window. The tables were brightly decorated. We both sat down as sipped while making boring small talk. We were too preoccupied with our cups full of heaven. I was sipping with my lips glued to the stray until something caught my eyes and heart. Sitting right across from us was a familuar looking man. He had dark blackish hair and was wearing shaded sunnies. My eyes were the size of oranges. Mellie caught my stare. She laughed but went back to sipping. I shakily tryied to grab her attention without losing sight of the man. She finally turned her haed in the direction of the man. My heart pounded in my chest as she looked back at me. She pulled the napkin out from under her coffee and stood up. I pulled on her arm for her to sit back down.

"What are you doing?" I asked scared for her life. She laughs.

"Getting his autograph!" She said loudly. The mans head shot up away from the mag he was reading and the coffee he was sipping on. Nerves filled me as I slid my coffee from my napkin as well. We walked over to the man. He slightly lighted his head up at us and sweetly smiled. "Hi, Gerard Way?" Mellie asked, just making sure. He smiled wider.

"Yes?" He answered. My heart fluttered. I smiled back.
"Can we have your autograph?" I asked with my nearves jammed into my throat. He smiled and nodded accepting the napkins. Mellie elbowed me to make sure I was still breathing. Gerard let out a laugh at the napkins. Heat flushed my face.

"Starbucks napkins... The best thing to sign," He smiled up at me. My heart sunk all the way down to the toes of my convers. I then realized I had an iPod in my pocket. I pulled it out and placed it in front of him.

"Would you rather sign an iPod?" I insisted. He gave me a smile and nodded.

"I'll sign whatever you want. Just for you." He said through much charm. His eyes shimmered through the think blackness covering them. You could tell that his eyes were outlined in eyeliner. Then, Mellies mind sparked up.

"Well, can we get a ride home?" She asked poudly. I looked ather shocked. Gerard just smiled.
"Sure, I was just about to head out. Ready to go?" He askes standing up, towering over both of us. We nod, making sure to grab our coffee and my iPod before exiting through the door.

The tour bus stared us in the eyes. How we didn't reconize that coming in. Gerard walked us to the door happily. He opened the door and let us in. The bus was lush looking and some what messy. Mellz and I kinda just shuffled our way though. Gerard pointed us out to the rest of the band. Ray and Bob were in the back playing guitar hero like always. Mikey was sitting on the couch watching a movie with Frank and another gril. She had longish dark hair. A faded Avenged Sevenfold shirt sat upon her torso neatly. Her skinny jeans were long and slim. They matched her black convers which were dressed in colorful cupcake laces. She looked very familuar... Then I realized who it actually was...

"Cupicakey?" I shreaked. Everyones eyes shot to me, even her's. Her mouth was a gape and turned into a huge smile.

"Shani!" She screamed before jumping up from Mikey's side. She ran to me and hugged me tight. I hugged back. I never thought in a million years that I'd meet her in person. The loving embrase ended up in an awkward feeling with the rest of the crew. Then, with the sound of skrieking girls, Ray and Bob exited the back in a panic. Bob's hand was glued to a girls hand. She had extream; in my oppinion, killer awesome eye make up painted across her face. She was pretty and her smile warmed hearts while it dropped jaws. She stumbled out behind Bob, a brand new looking My Chem tee sat upon her, hugging her lovingly. It wasn't really a My Chem tee... More of a Mikey Way tee. On the count of it saying, "Mikey Fucking Way" on it. You could tell she adored it even though the blond haired angel was her man.

"Is everything alright?" Asked Ray panicly, tracing the room with his eyes. He seemed not to have a girl with him unlike Mikey and Bob. My heart sprung at the thought of Gerard being single and I knew Melliez jummped when she saw little Frankie empty handed. Gerard nodded to Ray reassuring him.

"These are two girls. They're big fans." He smiled presenting Mellie and I like a seince project at the seince fair. I awkwardly smiled knowing that I casued the panic and fear. Franks eyes caught the sight of Mellie, dressed in her old vans and ratted jeans. His heart inlightened. Jealousey draped it's self over me weighing down my heart. I always loved and adored Frankie... But I knew that it was time to let him go. The boy's and their girls all smiled. "Care to introduce your selves?" Gerard persisted. Everyone clicked and began to present.

"Ray Toro. I'm sure you know me!" He extended a masculin arm out to us. We both graciously accepted with a nod.

"Yeah! How can you forget the fro?" Mellie teased. My mouth fell open in suprise. Ray shrugged before fluffing his curly mod up even more. A laughed escaped.

"Bob." The blond haired, crystal eyed man nodded to us with a beautiful smile, expanding his piercing across his freakled lips. The girl glued to his hand seemed to be hiding causiously. Bob lightly tugged onto their corded grip and she spoke out.

"Alice..." I smiled brightly to insist that we were no harm.

"Hi!" Mellie waved happily. She was awfully cheery today. Hey I couldn't blame her. So was I! Then Frank stood up, almost matching height with me. Even though I would kill for even one speck of eye contact. His eyes stayed on Mellanie. As he stood, his gaze finally drifted onto to me (for a half a second)

"Frankie." He said coyfully, extemding his lovely magical amrs to us. Mellie taking it shakeally first. Their eyes connected; easing into where they belonged. Then I felt the presence of Gerard by my hip. His voice eased in my ear,

"Let's hang outside." He instised, his hair brushing against mine, mending night with dirt. I accepted, loosing Mellz and heading out into the chill once more.

The frozen air of early spring constricked my lungs as I hop out the bus door, closely following Gerard. Finally, he rested his spine into the metal coating of the bus, almost shorter than the tires. He sunk his shaded eyes that were still hiding behind his sunnies, into mine. I hesitated at first, but then rested by his side. He slightly smiled as I did, glaring helplessly at me as out breath filled each others surroundings. Words are rushing around in my brain, but my vocal abilitied have happened to disappear since he caught my gaze. But his were far from dull.

"So, nothing to say huh?" He pndered. My mind froze. I shook my head coustionsly, but reassured myself that he is just a person.

"I'm just in awe. That's all." I cheaply answer. A laugh forms from deep in his lungs.

"Okay... In awe, over me? Doubt it." He blurted. I stood up from the lean in shock.

"Yeah! I am completely star stuct!" I called purely. It was true, it didn't even accure to me that words were spilling from my lips. He let out another ary laugh.

"Fine, I believe you. Not" He taunted. I made my hands into fists that sat at my hips. I stuck my tongue out at him, he repeated my move. There was no ay of winning, unless...

"I see what you're doing!" I pushed. He shot back at the force of my words. "You're just trying to make me admit how much I adore you, and how much I 'love' you!" He smiled truthfully yet through layers of tainted evil. I crossed my amrs over my upper torso. "Well, I'm not going to tell you!" I fought back. He shrugged.

"No need to, I already know." I headed back to the door. I quickly grasped onto his black jacket before pulling him back to me. I clenched the soft fabric between my finers. My insides churned at the sense of him beeing so near. I stared deep into his smiling eyes that matched his mouth before relasing him slowly. I backed away effortlessly.

"I give up..." I breathed. Then, I felt his arm carefully wrap around my covered shoulders. He pulled me into his side in a one-arm hug (my least favorite of hugs). I felt his chest rise in fall before his up coming words,

"Shannon, you give up too easily." He said sincerly through a tighter squeeze. I shook my head.

"What's the point? I'm arguing with Gerard Way... I'll never win!" I whined helplessly. The hug became more compact and lovingly.

"Doesn't mean you have to give up." His voice echoed through my ear as my heart dropped. "Here, why don't you and your friend Mellanie spend some time with us while on tour?" He aksed, twisting me around to face him. His smiled was brighter than I have ever seen it. Trust me, this man was way more charming in person. I nodded sheepeshly before his arms tugged me fiercely into a warm hug under the chilled weather. I smiled under the embrace, as I knew he was doing the same. Then the sound of a creakey bus door opened, he didn't pull from the hug. My eyes caught the sight of a slim male peaking out from behind the door. His eyes hiding behind white rimmed glasses we in shock.

"Oooo... Older Brother Gee has himself a girlfriend!" The male tased. Gerard shot from the hug, keeping his hands clenched to my arms. His eyes hot behind him at the male. Mikey.

"Yeah, so what! Jealous?" He shot back. I froze. WHAT? I was Gerard's 'girlfriend'? No way... Not me! Must be talking about another girl.

"Not, really. Shannon is completely your's. I got what I want." He smiled, hinting that 'what he needed' was Sheri. Gerard smiled back at me before answering back.

"Great! Just want I wanted!" He grinned, straring into his brothers gaze. Once Mikey headed back into the confines of the bus, Gerard shifted himself back to me. His voice softended, "You are what I want... You know that right?" He smiled, opening up his heart and shoveling it into me. I nod, shakey at first then letting the happenings soak in. My heart settled, accepting his own.

"Yeah... I understand." His grip tightens as his heart does a flip. Then, as quick as I can process the squeeze, his lips jammed themselves into mine. Little plastic hearts floated above our heads as our brain cells inlightened. I felt as happy as ever in this one, ever lasitng moment. I was so going on tour with them! No one could stop me, only myself. Boy and do I have to prepair for a wild journey!! But the fun is just beginning...

x x x
Authors NOTE:
Hope you readers enjoy! Sorry I kept you so waiting so long O.O I'll add the FOB-PATD parings next chapter (hopefully) and then the TH girls!!! Yay!

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Posted on 04/10/2008 7:40 PM Comments (7)

April 9, 2008

Things Are Shaping Up To Be Pretty Odd...

 

Hi!

Guess what? I get 5 bucks tommorow cuz I made a bet with Bob that I wouldn't see Tokio Hotel on Fuse tonight. Guess who I saw on Fuse tonight??? TOKIO HOTEL!

nananannana!!!

x]

Hey guess what else??? on May 11th, I'm going to ST. LOUIS!!!! YAY! *dances*

*GASP* SPEAKING OF TH, like everyone I know is obsessed with them! My Becca is. She adores Bill and her favorite picture is...

She likes how he is so tiny but has all this food to himself! *MWAAHHAHA!!!* XD I love every Bill picture, but ya know how we sing down the hall and stuff, well today was the best. We sang Ready Set Go! Me knowing more words of coars :) But it was so much fun!!!! ^_^

Oh, and just to add in this little tib bit, ever since I've broken up with Kevin, these girls who I was really tight with have kinda ignored me... but not so much anymore! I love my friend Katie who's been kinda angry, but maybe she felt guilty, or really missed me but today she was like smiling at me (it wasn't fake this time!) and she waved to me and talked to me!! YAY! When I was walking to the bus, she stuck her head out the window and called my name just to say, "HI!" That really makes me feel better because my friends from last year are taking notice of me again. And I really missed them :(

GUESS WHO ELSE ISN'T MAD AT ME???
If you guessed Kevin, you're right! We have this myspace message going back together. But all he's been doing is avoiding my question (which was "How have you been?") so I kinda slightly snapped at him about it. He responded with, "Oh, sorry to be picky, what was your question?" YAY!!! So Kevin and I may be friends again. I don't care if he hurt me... he was a good friend and that's all that matters now!!! Hopefully we can talk more during school now :)

 

I have homework ! rawr oh, and the buzznet fan fic part one is almost done *goes to work on it* so, yeah!

 

LOVE YAz ALL!!!!!

 

p.s HAPPY B-DAY GEEBERS!!!!!!!


Posted on 04/09/2008 5:31 PM Comments (3)

April 7, 2008

I Had A Good Day! (U.S TH Fans might wanna read a chunk from here)

 

Okay, well today was a good day for me. It was sonny *wink, wink* and warm. But not so much in the morning. I have P.E right when I get to school, well it was freezing and we were playing altamate frisbe! Wich is the best game ever OoO I'm good at it too! Well, i have asthama and I was running in the cold... not very good! My lungs still hurt fom it :( But it's whatever :/
I wrote all over myself today in purple sharpie during math :) My dad was mad like always, but IDC!!! ^.^

Okay, when I got home my sister told me about what happened on SURS (Steven's Untitled Rock Show) and she was bummed cuz I wasn't there. STEVEN TALKED ABOUT TOKIO HOTEL!

**US TH FANS READ**
Okay, well the lovely Steven Smith was talking about Germany the whole show and decided to bring up TH. He played Ready, Set, GO! Which I find to be an honer, but he was complimenting them saying like how they were like the German Bettles and how amazing they are, he loves them alot! An dhe was excited to go to Bamboozle to interview them, but Bill's surgery effected their tour, so yeah. But he siad that he needs to bruush up on his German ;) and he then like tried to attempt XD But he really wants to interview them, like uber badly! and they day that he does... I'm staying home! But I can just imagine Steven carring on about how he loved them and stuff!!! But yeah, funfunfun!! He's trying to sneak in an interview soon!!! x]


OMG! I'm cheeking my mail on myspace, a while ago I sent Kevin (my ex-ex bf) a mesage. It's probably inoccent and meaning nothing, but the last thing I head about/from him was completely random and I'm just a tab bit scared...Oh! Just about PATD!! I told him that I was getting the new CD and he was like, "it already came out!" like all mean like because I said that I was ganna get it in three days! Cause that's when I was going to buy it! lol! I'm trying to be nice by asking him how he's been, I doubt that he'll answer... He never answers :/

Now it's alomost Nine In The Afternoon, and I'm tired... My sister and rest of the fam are complaining about Meatlof, he was just on a comercial... She thinks he should retire... SPEAKING OF RETIRING!
My friend Becca thinks that Gerard shoudl retire, I told her no way because music is all that he's got (besides a wife and family *brother ect*) But she thinks he should settle down and have a family (if he hasn't already...I've been gone a while) but yeah... I'm taking a break from MCR until the decied to make thier new record, until then I'm just crawling into a little black whole with all my Tokio Hotel stuff!

I'm excited about the US release of Scream!! Imma buy it! My sister was confused on why, because we already have it 'illegally' downloaded.... I told her I wanted it just to brag, and so they have something to sign at concerts ^.^ Yes, I normally think these things through :) But I have like $19.00 and I'm still trying to raise more just in case of there being a tee shirt of TH at  Hot Topic when I go to get the CD, or a huge poster at F.Y.E ;) OMG! I'm getting all excited just thinking about it ^.^

PART ONE OF THE B-NET FANFIC IS ALMOST DONE! be excited :)

Yes, Sara... I'll try to squeeze you in somewhere :)

10 minuets till it's Nine In The Afternoon! Oh, I saw PATD on Saturday Night Live! They were amazing! Ryan didn't look very happy, probably nervous... But he sang with Brendon which I was happy because I love his singing voice. My sister said that he should stick to his job and let Brendon do his... That's complete bull! They can share! lol

I have a question, why do I always talk about Princess in my journals? Cuz like in all my last journals, it's like sara,princess,sara! OMG! Maybe it's cause she's amazing and I love her ^.^ *not in a 'sick' way though* I love Mellie too ^__^ She's such awesomeness wrapped in a pretty little package :) lol I have tons of friends!!! Schaweet!

LOL!

Becca's library thing is comming up, so I get to hang with her and her friends who would 'totally adore me' I think she's stretching the truth about me just a tad, but I love her for talking good about me! Oh! Me and her always sing random song's when walking down the hall from the art room, and we sing loud! Friday was Justin Timberlake (Sexy Back, Cry me A River), and today was Boys Like Girls (Hero, Heroin) When we were singing and walking, my 4th grade teacher was like, "You guys look like twins when you walk side by side!" We have like the same hair and style, I'm more dark clothes wise and she's more color full but we have almost the same hair. She has pink high lights in her hair :) Other than that, yep... we could be sisters ^.^ Hannah asked becca and I if we were sisters, I said no, she said, "Yeah sure!" I love Becca tons!!! I'm so excited to meet her friends Lucy and Dar- something... I can't quite remember :/

 

Yay!


Posted on 04/07/2008 6:27 PM Comments (9)

April 5, 2008

On The Ballroom Floor We Are In Celebration...

 

Hi... I'm tired. And you?

Well this is kinda an update for the fanfic and the rest of my life.

Okey-Dokey...

The buzznet fan fic is coming along quite well lately. I don't have writers block which is amazing! Almost everyone is in so far cept Sara, Victoria, Kacey, BiliBob, Jeanie and Patricia. That means that Mellie, Sheri, and Alice are already in the story. Then next will probably be Victoria and Jenanie. But the story line actually makes sence (a first for me) and I'm proud of it. It'll be posted soon but I can't post it until everyone who's in the story reads this and conferms that they actually want to be in the story.

NO MORE SIGN UP's that's it... I'm done.

 

Update...

I'm tired and listening to Dashboard Confessionals for song inspiration. They're very lyrical so... Yeah. If you didn't read my last journal. You should... I'm in a band.

I went to the library and my mom, bor, and I walked around the block once or twice... I'm bored and crying... And since when does Bob wear flanel (looking at Calis pics of MCR) ??? I have no clue bu tmy musical life has completely went down the drain and hit rock bottom *locks self in room with iPod* why must my life be like this? I don't care if you guys don't see it... but I miss my Fooboo and he's looking depressing lately :*(

WHATEVER!

 

||-xixi- ShannonHatesLife||


Posted on 04/05/2008 12:14 PM Comments (6)

April 4, 2008

My B-Net Peeps!!!!!

 

I just want you to know that my intnet (yes I said int-net) is janked and messed up. So that's the reason i haven't been on really. I love all of you and am so like confuzzed on what's going on as in band updates. I can see by Cali's pics that Geetard is looking quite well for almost being 31 ^.^

 

OMG! My tupid innet just took my myspace stuff away.  >:@

Sorry Jess for not posting in Trashed Teens this week... No batteries or internet :/ Iloveyouthough ^__^

Well, for the update thing, GUESS WHAT!!!

...

I'm in a band!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:O

We don't have a band name yet, only members... Here they are-

Shannon Winter - vocals
Zain McAtee - guitar
(Bob) Ferris Mosely -  bass
Dalton McGill - drum
Zavien (yes the perv) Allen - keyboards

Get to know us well peoples!
My brother has a band, he's 15 (turning 16) *Hey Sara, into online dating? Cuz my bro is PERFECT for you* well, Zain's older brother Deven is in my bro's band so... Yeah...
My brother said that when his band plays Ozzfest, he'll sell my CD's and invite us to watch them and like advertise. Once my bro gets his band completely tight, I will totally post pics of them ^.^

So... I didn't get to celebrate Georgs B-day :( ILOVEYOUGEORG!!! But there he goes. He can have all my love =]

Hey, to add onto the whole band thing... I just got a microphone x] I'm uber excited and my bro and I rock at careiokey (sp?) But I totally rocked out Checkmarks by The Academy Is... Oh, P.E SUCKS DONKEYS!!!

I have P.E for 4 weeks (3 now) but when I was in gym, I pulled all my muscles and was forced to stay home by all the pain. To add onto my suckey life... Today was picture day -_-* RAWR! I hated it :( I at least got to see mine this time, but they were the spring pictures that don't even matter :p But the first one I was smiling and looked happy which made me look completely retarded! And then the second one I looked mad. THEY MADE ME CROSS MY ARMS! Which looked retarded when you're smiling. My outfit looked hot though. I was jokeing around and was like, "Can we cut out my face and just keep the outfit?" She said no... My my lovely Bob (Ferris) was like, "If they tell us to act like we normally act at school, I'mma flip em' off." ^.^

Oooooooooo! JUCIE BOY NEWS! (Melliez section)
... Okay... Some odd feelings have been brewing for Bob recently. And they completely bloomed into love today :) Bob and I hang out all the time, and when I'm not there, he seems like a lost puppy =X But Zain told me today that Ivy just randomly asked Bob if he liked me... He said, "Yeah" but he claims that he wasn't paying any attention to the question. Then Zain asked Bob when I was clearly next to him if he likes me. He was like "How'd you know?" He said it all inoccent like. My heart dropped but we all laughed but him. Then Zain ran around all day screaming taunts of, "Bob like Shannon!" Yeah. I love Zain but he's so Zain-ish!!!! But, there's just so many things good to say to Bob. Oh, like today at afternoon recess he wanted to play football and I was whining and trying not to get him to play because to tell you the truth. I feel so alone without him. But he decided to stay and hang with Zain and I. I was like, "You can go play football, nothing's stopping you." I insited. He shook his head and made up some dumb excuse about how his Grandma would yell at him is he got his shirt dirty. I then was all like, "No! You stayed because of me!" and he was all denying it and I was just joking but Zain knew that it was true ^.^
I love my Bobby Boy... I love him alot. If you knew Bob, you can tell he's the kind who wouldn't break your heart. He'd love you and cherish you as long as he can... That's why he's so closed within himself. That's why he needs to join my band. But wait... if we were dating when the band is getting big, there are definately repercusions involved. We have to keep it professional. We have to even though I don't want to... I want to be with Bob... But he maybe doesn't even like me so this all could be a lie... But just let me dream okay?

 

That's it. Long ish journal... I'm complete gangster and you're jealous of Zain. So love it betches!

 

||-xixi- ShannonLoveFace!||


Posted on 04/04/2008 7:57 PM Comments (7)

March 30, 2008

Best Dream Ever!!! *Everyone read for a cheap laugh*

 

Okay, well I took like a 3 hour nap earlier and it was wonderful! But I was sleeping to Tokio Hotel on shuffle, and I had the best TH dream EVER!!!!!

Okay, where to begin?
         Well, I was sitting in my mom and dad's room with the rest of my family and Tokio Hotel was playing on Alternative, but not only did they play Scream, but they played like Ich Bin Nicht Ich and ect, but I was like so excited, then as I was watching/listening, my friend Jericha who always gets me the best Bill and Tom pics, she like handed he a whole filer that was over flowing!!! Well, as I was looking through everything, I went into the living room to listen to Alternative, and then the roof started to leak and it was like raining on me! And everywhere I went, it would rain on me!!! But them RAW was on *wrestling* and this is the best part, Tokio Hotel played live and like everyone listened, then they got up in the ring and this was my favortie part- Bill had all his hair pinned back into a bun, Tom had his hair down and all prettiful but they were playing around the ring. Bill looked like a lion tammer. And OMG! Okay, I didn't think this up, it just happened, and I didn't tell anyone this yet, but Bil then was alldressed like a WWE DIVA and he had theses leather pants with suspenders and his hair was all down and his make up was all mess beacuse water was like rushing down. He had a a whip and then he trapped Georg and Everyone else in a cage. Georg was like wearing the same outfit as Bill but in white (Bill's was in black) But Georg had a ripped up shirt on. Tom was wearing tight pants and he was in a straght jacket. It was funny! XD

 

You can't bame me, I didn't do it!!!!!!!!

x]

BEST DREAM EVER!


Posted on 03/30/2008 4:03 PM Comments (5)

March 29, 2008

Sugarcanes in the easy morning...

WEATHERVANES MY ONE AND LONLEY!!!

My favorite song lyric on that record!

But just an update! Well, school is in 2 days. And spring breaky is ending :( It was fun even though I slept through most of it. But, I hope everyone is dandy and happy with thier spring breaky :)

So, how are you guys???

Well... I'll update on Monday about how my day went.


NEW QUARTER! not that excited -_-*
I hate my health teacher. And honestly, who loves gym class? I know I don't!


*YAWN* I'm tired... I've gotta get off soon so bye huns. I love you all.




NO NEED TO COMMENT ABOUT MY BLABBERING... but if you love me you so would ;)

PRINCESS2!!! those pictures are of Bill und Tom!!! OH! and to add,



HAPPY EARLY B-DAY GEORG MY LOVELY HOBBIT!


i wuv u! *HUGS! and cupcakes*


Posted on 03/29/2008 6:26 PM Comments (4)
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