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Good Morning Suicide...

 

Thats really all I have to say right now...

I just woke up -___________- and I'm still tired... The clock reads 6:34 in the am... and my head hurts...
I swear my soeackers are broken >:E grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! I was trying to watch a youtube TH video and there was no valume!! I checked everything and shizz... Everything was up as loud as it goes... But I guess not because now you can hear the annoying DING O.O noise when you click stuff -.-

 

Well by the title.. The base of this journal is wrapped around suicide...

Last night... I tired to kill myself. And almost succeeded... It was around 3 am and my bro and sis were pissing me off... They were critisizing me like always, and I was just through with it... So I vaccuum packed myself under my blanket with my turtle Georg. I was trying to sufficate. All I could so as cry and try to conceal all my air. I couldn't help but breathe fast because my air supply was very low... But I laid there with the blanket hiding me, cry and repeating, "I'm sorry Leeza" over and over again...

 


Posted on 06/23/2008 4:33 AM Visits: 40
xshirleyx: 06/23/2008 7:15 AM
Don't kill yourself! Please!
Are you and Georg okay?

Don't do that again.
It makes me mad/sad that you would want to do this!


I LOVE YOU! I mean I have never met you, but I do! Buzznet love. Haha.
And who is Leeza?
xshirleyx said:
Don't kill yourself! Please!Are you and Georg okay?Don't do that again.It makes me mad/sad that you would want to do this!I LOVE YOU! I mean I have never met you, but I do! Buzznet love. Haha. And who is Leeza?
I won't hun!! I promise I won't... I'll never ever do that to anyone because I know that so many people would be hurt... And I could never hurt anyone...
Yeah. me and Georg are just fine now :] I love you too :]] I love alot of people I've never met and they're all on buzznet ^___^ and Leeza... she's my ex girlfriend........
xshirleyx: 06/23/2008 7:35 AM
I won't hun!! I promise I won't... I'll never ever do that to anyone because I know that so many people would be hurt... And I could never hurt anyone...
Yeah. me and Georg are just fine now :] I love you too :]] I love alot of people I've never met and they're all on buzznet ^___^ and Leeza... she's my ex girlfriend........

Good that you realize that! You really would hurt a lot of people.
And glad you and Georg are good.=) =)

Sorry about that Leeza thing. I just wondered. Haha.


GLAD YOU ARE GOOD NOW!
!***hugs***!
xshirleyx said:

fadetoblack1031 said:I won't hun!! I promise I won't... I'll never ever do that to anyone because I know that so many people would be hurt... And I could never hurt anyone... Yeah. me and Georg are just fine now :] I love you too :]] I love alot of people I've never met and they're all on buzznet ^___^ and Leeza... she's my ex girlfriend........Good that you realize that! You really would hurt a lot of people. And glad you and Georg are good.=) =)Sorry about that Leeza thing. I just wondered. Haha. GLAD YOU ARE GOOD NOW!!***hugs***!
yeah!! I'm happy that I realized it too.. I think what I was trying to do was completely stupid... Honestly, I didn't even want to die...
It's okay... Things happen but everyhting is good :]
*************HUGS!!!!!!!**************
JessicxJeremixd™: 06/23/2008 7:46 AM
I looove youuu!
I looove youuu!
Akk!!! *hugs* I love you toooooooooo :]]
JessicxJeremixd™: 06/23/2008 7:50 AM
Akk!!! *hugs* I love you toooooooooo :]]
yayyy *hugs back*

fadetoblack1031 said:Akk!!! *hugs* I love you toooooooooo :]]yayyy *hugs back*
lol UBER YAYA!! *hugs back again*
Loserface_x: 06/23/2008 8:45 AM
*crys* dont kill ur self please ! u meen so much to a lot of people , and id be sad if u ended up dead then i would have to kill myself too. :( *crys a lot when u dead then kills myself*
s h e r i: 06/23/2008 8:45 AM
OH MY GAWDERZ!!
D00d I thought I told you not to do it!!!
And did you listen?...Looks like a big no no.
OMG!!! Shani don't ever do that again!
*Hugglez x309483245748t79854....*
I love you Shani
mudkips said:
*crys* dont kill ur self please ! u meen so much to a lot of people , and id be sad if u ended up dead then i would have to kill myself too. :( *crys a lot when u dead then kills myself*
*hugs you so tight* HUn, I'm not going to!! Did you read the comments above from Jess and Shirley?? *holds you in the hug* I know you'd be sad... I'd be sad... A lot of people would be sad :[ But you can't die for me... I'm not worth it *kisses cheek* I love you.
OH MY GAWDERZ!!D00d I thought I told you not to do it!!!And did you listen?...Looks like a big no no. OMG!!! Shani don't ever do that again! *Hugglez x309483245748t79854....*I love you Shani
I DID LISTEN!!! I'm still here aren't I? And trust me Sheri, I won't ever try it again...... *hugs so tight x 1234567890987654321*
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